I am awake at 2 am and I just remembered I had a livingjournal. It's pretty cool to go back and read my old thoughts.

I miss the old me. The playful me. What happened to that me?

So... how many people actually still read this?

Yesterday at about 2 o'clock I called Hayley to ask her the size of her Ugg boots because my feet were freezing so I decided I was going to buy some. I've worn hers before, and they're the most comfortable things I've ever put on my feet ( Read more... )

Anybody have a copy of Adobe Acrobat (Standard or Pro) laying around? Help a sista out!

Thanks!

P.S. Sup livejournal?

It was listed as Republican beliefs, but I think it's just political affiliation in general these days ( Read more... )

Sometimes I forget that I am ok with not having ideas. I don't need definitive answers to the perplexing questions in life. I am fine with saying I don't know because there is no end-all, be-all to those questions. There are numerous right answers, I imagine ( Read more... )

When you're in anguish, all I want to do is help you. I want to make it better. To soothe you. To help you see what lessons there are to be learned from this situation. I don't want you to suffer.

I forget that suffering is part of the process. Without it, you can not blossom. You can not evolve. In essence, when I attempt to relieve your suffering ( Read more... )

Last year at Flipside, I asked
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Life is a continuous test. I read through my old entries and recall the vigor I had when making them, but I can't find that in me anywhere. I am truly taking a beating right now, and I don't know how to resolve it ( Read more... )

I've lost my zest for life as of late. I feel alone, insignificant, and most of all, I feel tired.

It's not that the future looks dull or dim. It's not that I am no longer optimistic about what is to come. It is just a culmination of things that have occurred in a relatively simultaneous fashion beating my attitude down to far less than the bursts ( Read more... )

    Attn Stanifred:

I am finally going to Cirque du Soleil. Tonight. :)