Apr 19, 2008 23:39
Nothing of real note has been happening in my life. Frankly, I am just trying to keep everything together! Ack! I do try, although no one seems to believe me. Hahahaha. No surprising.
The other day I received a great joy of getting to tell Alex that spirulina is pond scum. Well technically is it algae, but basically that is pond scum. Hahahaha. So THAT was a look I wish I had a photograph of.
So stats is a total nightmare. Last week I went through this thing of total exhaustion where I ended up sleeping until 3/4 pm most days. I missed stats twice, which technically I can do, but technically can not do because I am a "special" math student and NEED to be in class. Le sigh. So now it looks like I am going to have to go to the third floor of Maxcy (which is haunted, hot, and generally unpleasant...) and talk to Dr. Guzman (who is fat, angry, and generally unpleasant...) about pulling my proverbial balls from the fire.
In other news I have decided that I hate having to start a life. I'm not good at... living. I also need to go buy a car in-between moving-in and graduating... oh and finding a job. ><
Speaking of which, I've come to a decision that I am going to go with a help desk job. It sucks I know, but I found I company that I am interested in working for. Frankly, I can live with this, and I figure that I am actually going to just work this till I get a job doing something else. I know this sounds totally crazy, but I am more and more contemplating doing something with animals. (Zoo keeper would rock... but frankly we aren't near any zoos in MA. Okay, none that I don't have a 1hr commute for. Hahaha) I mean I love all animals, and I can tolerate the ones that I am really not that big a fan of. (Fish, spiders, and insects (Insects have 6 legs btw, which for some reason make them a different genus? from spiders. They are all bugs to me. :P)) Okay, I am really into parens today. Heh.
I watched Horton Hears a Who today, and it was cute. I have to say that I enjoyed it more than I thought I would. I also have a HUGE list of upcoming movies and games that I want to see/play. Ugh, of course this is probably when I am going to be at my poorest, but if Kyle and I pull together I bet we can make it so we can get what we want.
It's an odd feeling knowing that I am getting married and that I am going to be living with the man I love. Honestly, it feels so surreal sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve someone. I was never one of those girls who desperately wanted a man, and yet, it feels like one , THE ONE, fell into my lap. What are the odds? Heh. Here's to knowing that if I can find the one, anyone can. Hahahaha.
In gaming news I got Okami, and have totally destroyed my wrists playing that bloody game on the wii... and yet I totally love it. Okay, so basically it is Zelda but with a wolf, but it is hell-a-fun. :D
Sigh. Well, I am done writing for today. I really rambled, but hey, some days you just have to do that. Here's to life. Maybe everything can work out okay. (That's a big maybe though. :))