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For whatever reason, when I dream of the Montessori woods, they've been flooded the past several dreams. I had another one last night, and it was almost totally flooded. Which make no sense logically because the woods are at a higher level than say the school itself or the play ground or soccer field.
I was trying to find someone, I think it was Alex. There were other people with me, but I don't know who they were. They seemed to be old Native American men. They didn't really talk to me, or lead me, they just watched to see how I looked for Alex. I'd creep on all fours over floating logs and rocks poking out of the flooded areas, then run on all fours to look at something.
It kind of bothers me that I've had more than one dream where the woods are totally flooded. Those woods were my home for three years, and they always comforted me.
Last night I also had a dream that we went to Mayhem, but it was like Mayhem, a convention, and a Ren Fair all rolled into one. The hotel room we stayed in was massive, but there were only like three of us in it originally. Then Saturday night one of them decided to have a party, and there were like 30 people in the room. It got crazy and disgusting. People were passed out everywhere, the room reeked of vomit, there was cocaine all over the place. I have no idea.
I just got off the phone with the vet, and they took out the catheter and he seems to be peeing okay on his own. But they're keeping him another night (so it's going to be even more than $1105...) and we can get him tomorrow.
I've been sleeping horribly without him. I miss my kitty, dammit. I just want him home so I can give him a big hug.
Sitting around with nothing to do for a few more hours before graduation. I'm not at all excited. I'm very "meh" about the whole thing. I'm more excited for an excuse to wear my leopard dress and feel pretty than anything.
Listening to The Lion King soundtrack, because I'm a geek like that.
I was trying to find someone, I think it was Alex. There were other people with me, but I don't know who they were. They seemed to be old Native American men. They didn't really talk to me, or lead me, they just watched to see how I looked for Alex. I'd creep on all fours over floating logs and rocks poking out of the flooded areas, then run on all fours to look at something.
It kind of bothers me that I've had more than one dream where the woods are totally flooded. Those woods were my home for three years, and they always comforted me.
Last night I also had a dream that we went to Mayhem, but it was like Mayhem, a convention, and a Ren Fair all rolled into one. The hotel room we stayed in was massive, but there were only like three of us in it originally. Then Saturday night one of them decided to have a party, and there were like 30 people in the room. It got crazy and disgusting. People were passed out everywhere, the room reeked of vomit, there was cocaine all over the place. I have no idea.
I just got off the phone with the vet, and they took out the catheter and he seems to be peeing okay on his own. But they're keeping him another night (so it's going to be even more than $1105...) and we can get him tomorrow.
I've been sleeping horribly without him. I miss my kitty, dammit. I just want him home so I can give him a big hug.
Sitting around with nothing to do for a few more hours before graduation. I'm not at all excited. I'm very "meh" about the whole thing. I'm more excited for an excuse to wear my leopard dress and feel pretty than anything.
Listening to The Lion King soundtrack, because I'm a geek like that.