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Feb 05, 2005 22:50

rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame. the paper said a bullet got in your way. but i smell foulplay, possible poisoning. i had to bring you in for questioning. i went to your grave, dug up your body, brought it to my house, where you lay. so let's play doctor babe. we'll operate today. incisions must be made. you could help solve this case for me... i headed downtown, to share what i had found. it's not a suicide, it's a crime i have a witness, it's clearly evident there had to be someone else present at the time of death, poisons in stomach. how could she pull it, if she's dead? so let's play doctor babe. we'll operate today. incisions must be made. you could help solve this case. we need a scalpel now. under white lights you lay. we've got to hurry up before the flesh decays away...away. i'll catch the murderer and send him away. i'll get the evidence from your last day. your last day... so let's play doctor babe. we'll operate today. incisions must be made. you could help solve this case. we need a scalpel now. wnder white lights you lay. we've got to hurry up before the flesh decays away...away..    
soo i was going to the store today and my mom was driving and i was looking around and i thought..."i hate it here." i really dont like it here. i dont know why i just dont. its not even like i have a reason its just the way it is. its so nice here. the weathers usually good and the beach is like 2 minutes away from my house. Santa Cruz is like an hour away. and i love it there. but i really dont like monterey. theres nothing to do ever. people that come into my work tell me how jealous they are and how lucky i am to live here but i dont feel lucky. it seriously sucks here.

i guess the people are cool... but man i let my mouth run and i get myself into trouble. im really stupid sometimes. like if i could fucking hold my tounge once in a while im sure id be much better off in my situation than i am now. i hate myself sometimes.i fuck every good thing up. and then i think back... i never should have left when i did 2 weeks ago. i never should have gotten up and left. things may be so different if i didnt go. damnit. i make the worst decisions sometimes.

"maybe he was just fucking with you..."

well everything was up and high but now everything is very low and im getting sad and depressed... its been a while since ive seen myself like this. but i guess its about time it came back. whatever... i deserve it this time. i made a bad move like always and fucked everything up yet again... damn...

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