Step Sixty-One
I am deformed-I have a neurological disorder which can result in lifelong paralysis.
I am ugly-My chest and stomach are covered in scars, starting from my neck all the way down.
I am a monster, in more ways than one.
My work is done, isn't it? My team is happy. My friends-current and former-are happy. I had one chance, and screwed it up. And why?
For you are a monster, Seiichi.
I've got the candle lit for you to see,
And beside this window I will wait,
For inside this night, it's not too late.
I am a fool.
It's only Monday and I'm ready for the weekend! Okay, well...I have a reason for that. My Deaf Studies class is taking a trip down to Hiroshima to visit this amazing touring group that's doing a show at the Theatre for the Deaf. I've never been there, and we're going to have enough time to do a lot of exploring on our own. There's so much I want to see there, I don't know where to start! =)
And looks like I have plenty of match partners-good game tonight, by the way, Renji. And I've got to get Jirou in shape for his matches tomorrow, and I'm clearing up all the mess at the counseling center-dear lord, that was awful today (no, not you, Shinji. You know what I'm talking about.)
So busy. I don't have time for anyone or anything, and it feels great. Sooo...you won't be seeing much of me!