Step Eight
I...am never drinking again.
I somehow woke up in Atobe's home soaked to the bone, still in last night's clothes, my shirt missing, and in bed with Renji.
Sounds like a great party.
My memory is quite blurry, but I remember the balloon fight...and the game...and drinking plenty of shots. And I apparently passed out or something. I don't know how I ( Read more... )
I somehow woke up in Atobe's home soaked to the bone, still in last night's clothes, my shirt missing, and in bed with Renji.
Sounds like a great party.
My memory is quite blurry, but I remember the balloon fight...and the game...and drinking plenty of shots. And I apparently passed out or something. I don't know how I ( Read more... )
*blushes* Seiichi! You make that sound like.....umm....never mind. I'm finding a rock to die under now, Seiichi
You didn't exactly pass out, but you did give us all a good scare. And...I carried you inside. ...Yeah, we were thoroughly soaked in more ways than one, and I think our shirts are near the pool...Actually, mine might be near the hot tub. Okay, I have no idea, honestly
Honestly, it's odd, but everyone cares about you, not just your former teammates. And when you said what you did...It was concerning, but more so for me - I *know* what that could mean...
Private to Seiichi
You fell asleep rather quickly once I joined you in bed. I'm really getting used to you waking up on top of me...I didn't mean what you might think that means... Nothing happened, I'm sure of it. I don't want to mess things up either, Seiichi. We're still okay, really....And if something *had* happened...I think we still would be.
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Oh, so that's how I got in. Thank you. I felt like I was floating, somehow. but safe. Very safe.
I wish I could have said that concern wasn't needed, but...I forgot what happens when I get drunk...you know that it's a rare occasion.
Talk to me about your concerns, Renji. I don't want secrets between us.
Private to Renji
Good to know that all we did was fall asleep. And I know what you mean, Renji. I think I'm getting used to it, too.
...It's good we're okay. We're going to be okay.
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You're welcome, Seiichi. I should hope so. You've been in my arms enough that you should know that by now
I know it's rare. It was scary though.
Private to SeiichiYou're slipping into counselor mode, it sounds like. *smiles ( ... )
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...I don't know what to say. I would have been more terrified if I wasn't drunk at that point.
I'm sorry. I shouldn't have to put you through this just because I was stupid and decided not to take care of myself last night. I just...I let things get to me too much.
I don't want to relapse, Renji. Once was scary enough, and now I absolutely hate hospitals. It's not fair to drag you into this just because I was an idiot.
You mean a lot to me. I wish I didn't have to put you through this, and I don't want you to have to go through that nightmare again.
Don't tell anyone, but...you're not the only one who doesn't know how not to be scared.
You, not noble? =) I'm not sure what happened. You got into the bed, and all was right with the world. I'm really enjoying this.
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I'm sorry I laid that all on your shoulders. As much I would have liked to tell anyone other than you all that...I suppose it's best that I share my fears *for* you with you.
Everyone has their stupid moments, Seiichi. I probably wouldn't have drank at all if it wasn't for you. And you had more than I did.
Like I said, if it happens, it happens, and on that small possibility of if, I'll be there with you.
You know I'd never tell anyone. It's good to know I'm not alone. You have more than enough right to be scared.
*blushes* Like I said, you pretty much went right to sleep. Do you really think I would have taken advantage of you like that? I am too
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