Jun 17, 2007 09:49
I...am never drinking again.
I somehow woke up in Atobe's home soaked to the bone, still in last night's clothes, my shirt missing, and in bed with Renji.
Sounds like a great party.
My memory is quite blurry, but I remember the balloon fight...and the game...and drinking plenty of shots. And I apparently passed out or something. I don't know how I made it to the house, and I have no clue why I'm still wet (must have been a -really- great party), or where my shirt is.
Whoever it was worrying, don't worry anymore. The doctor came and told me I was fine, just not to drink so much while using strong medication. Apparently, my dosages are higher than I thought (they were just changed), and at that strength, don't mix well. My memory is foggy, so I apologize if I ruined anyone's night.
I'm terribly sorry that I was rude enough to get that drunk on the eve of your mother's memorial. You showed all of us incredible hospitality.
It probably doesn't seem like much (and I'm sure you're hearing it from everyone), but you have my condolences. Let me know if there's anything I can do.
Nothing happened happened, did it? Are we...are we still okay? I don't want to mess things up so early in the game. Oh dear.
I didn't know how strong my medication was until the doctor told me...or the side effects. He wanted to know why I wasn't prescribed an antidepressant along with everything else. I hope he's wrong. I have to be on the stuff for the rest of my life, but...antidepressants?
This whole thing with Akaya hating me is taking a hard toll. Why do I have to care about him...and everyone else, for that matter...so much? Maybe things would be easier if I could just turn it all off, but...I can't. I don't know how.
renji,
long tall weekend,
kirihara,
health