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tihs not knowing thing scares me, it really does. when justin and i talk its like everything is okay and everything will be okay, but now the way he acts when others are around just kills me. i dont know if he he will ever be with m,e. i dont know if i will ever be with him. i cant get over this, i dont know how to get over this. its been twenty eight days since we broke up and i dont know how much longer i can stand it. i know what i want but i dont know much else. this is truely frightening. i just want to know. i know that only time will tell but but but