I Still Love You [Drabble]
[Drabble]
Title : I Still Love You
Author : Sennz
Pairing : YutoYama
Genre : BL, AU
Rating : G
For a few moments my eyes lead at one point I've ever met before. Without realizing my eyes keep staring at what is not so far in front of me. For some reasons, an unusual feeling makes my heart suddenly change its tempo becomes faster. While twist my brain, trying to absorb the every detail that suddenly reappeared in my memories that I have been kept since so long ago. I remain glued to that figure, until a smile and a warm greeting pull me back into reality, make me understand the sense that suddenly appeared.
"Hey, Yamada-kun” the figure said with a very familiar voice greeted me friendly.
"Na..Nakajima-kun?” I said shocked. Now I understand what the sense is, which able to make me can’t stop staring at him endlessly. That makes my chest fluttered at the sight. This is the feeling I have had before. The feeling that almost gone by the passage of time. But now, it is back. My feeling. Remains the same, even though the figure in front of me has changed a lot.
"Why are you here?" I asked wondering by his presence suddenly. All this time I’ve never thought him to be in this place. In my high school.
"I just want to meet uhmm.. a friend..." he replied to me "Just finished with the lesson?" he asked, maybe wondering why I still in school at this hour.
"Aah, yes.. I have additional lesson..." I said, smiling up at him and he replied with a nod of his head.
In silence I noticed the figure who is now standing near me. He has changed a lot, no wonder I almost didn’t recognize him. Three years ago, he was still a junior high school boy with glasses decorating his eyes. He was so cute and handsome at that time, his smile was so innocent, but he is different now. Starting from the way he dressed up, and also his now brown hair that make him become more stylish. He looks like an idol. He is so cool. However, even so he is still Nakajima-kun I've known three years ago. Yeah, That’s what I think when I saw his smile.
A figure that made me knew how it feels to love someone for the first time.
"How are you?" He asked me suddenly.
"I’m good.." I said simply, "and you.. ?“
"I’m good too.." he said while smiling. I bit my lower lip, trying to hold the nervousness that covered me. But it’s useless. The feeling will not go away, until someone walked up to him.
"Sorry for making you wait so long..." a cute boy said, running towards us then patting Nakajima-kun’s shoulder.
"It’s okay..." he answered. Then his eyes turned to me. "Yamada-kun, may I borrow your pen...?” he asked suddenly.
"Yeah... wait a moment... " I reached into my bag and then give him a pen. I’m so surprised when he suddenly pulled my hand and more surprised when he wrote something - I don’t know what - at the palm of my hand.
" Thanks.." he said, as he took off my hand and give back the pen. I’m so surprised, when I read a series of letters written on it. "My email.. text me if you have time " he said and smiled. I'm too confused to answer. But before I could utter the words, he patted me on the shoulder as he said goodbye, and then go.
Still in my preoccupation I stared at his back getting away. Somehow, that figure could make me feel the sense that I’ve buried for years one more time, the feeling I always try to throw it away. All the feelings mixed inside my heart, I don’t know whether it’s happy, or disappointed.
However,
I still love you,
Nakajima-kun
The End
It’s already uhmm.. 3 months maybe I didn’t post anything. The worst is I still not continue my first fanfic “One Night” Gomenasaii. I’m too busy with studies, so I don’t have time to write. Beside actually I’m too confuse how to put my ideas into words. I really want to continue it but I wonder if someone still remember about this story LOL XP
Maybe I will keep continue it, but I don't know when
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Title : I Still Love You
Author : Sennz
Pairing : YutoYama
Genre : BL, AU
Rating : G
For a few moments my eyes lead at one point I've ever met before. Without realizing my eyes keep staring at what is not so far in front of me. For some reasons, an unusual feeling makes my heart suddenly change its tempo becomes faster. While twist my brain, trying to absorb the every detail that suddenly reappeared in my memories that I have been kept since so long ago. I remain glued to that figure, until a smile and a warm greeting pull me back into reality, make me understand the sense that suddenly appeared.
"Hey, Yamada-kun” the figure said with a very familiar voice greeted me friendly.
"Na..Nakajima-kun?” I said shocked. Now I understand what the sense is, which able to make me can’t stop staring at him endlessly. That makes my chest fluttered at the sight. This is the feeling I have had before. The feeling that almost gone by the passage of time. But now, it is back. My feeling. Remains the same, even though the figure in front of me has changed a lot.
"Why are you here?" I asked wondering by his presence suddenly. All this time I’ve never thought him to be in this place. In my high school.
"I just want to meet uhmm.. a friend..." he replied to me "Just finished with the lesson?" he asked, maybe wondering why I still in school at this hour.
"Aah, yes.. I have additional lesson..." I said, smiling up at him and he replied with a nod of his head.
In silence I noticed the figure who is now standing near me. He has changed a lot, no wonder I almost didn’t recognize him. Three years ago, he was still a junior high school boy with glasses decorating his eyes. He was so cute and handsome at that time, his smile was so innocent, but he is different now. Starting from the way he dressed up, and also his now brown hair that make him become more stylish. He looks like an idol. He is so cool. However, even so he is still Nakajima-kun I've known three years ago. Yeah, That’s what I think when I saw his smile.
A figure that made me knew how it feels to love someone for the first time.
"How are you?" He asked me suddenly.
"I’m good.." I said simply, "and you.. ?“
"I’m good too.." he said while smiling. I bit my lower lip, trying to hold the nervousness that covered me. But it’s useless. The feeling will not go away, until someone walked up to him.
"Sorry for making you wait so long..." a cute boy said, running towards us then patting Nakajima-kun’s shoulder.
"It’s okay..." he answered. Then his eyes turned to me. "Yamada-kun, may I borrow your pen...?” he asked suddenly.
"Yeah... wait a moment... " I reached into my bag and then give him a pen. I’m so surprised when he suddenly pulled my hand and more surprised when he wrote something - I don’t know what - at the palm of my hand.
" Thanks.." he said, as he took off my hand and give back the pen. I’m so surprised, when I read a series of letters written on it. "My email.. text me if you have time " he said and smiled. I'm too confused to answer. But before I could utter the words, he patted me on the shoulder as he said goodbye, and then go.
Still in my preoccupation I stared at his back getting away. Somehow, that figure could make me feel the sense that I’ve buried for years one more time, the feeling I always try to throw it away. All the feelings mixed inside my heart, I don’t know whether it’s happy, or disappointed.
However,
I still love you,
Nakajima-kun
The End
It’s already uhmm.. 3 months maybe I didn’t post anything. The worst is I still not continue my first fanfic “One Night” Gomenasaii. I’m too busy with studies, so I don’t have time to write. Beside actually I’m too confuse how to put my ideas into words. I really want to continue it but I wonder if someone still remember about this story LOL XP
Maybe I will keep continue it, but I don't know when
Posted via m.livejournal.com.