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If you’ve got a four-leaf clover,
You can make my dreams come true.
I will be your [loving] slave:
Just do the things that Irish g[uy]s do.
Talk about potato famines,
I begin to cry on cue!
Sing about the Emerald Isle and
Get your Irish eyes to smilin’ -
I could be in love with someone like you.
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So I keep trying to forget about him (which isn't working because he keeps appearing in my dreams) and then he sends out one of those mass e-mails full of pictures of him with Japanese children making peace signs with their fingers and impossibily beautiful landscapes. It's at this point that I am tempted to contact him and pour out how much I've missed him until I realize that he probably hasn't even thought my name since he's been gone. And it's a mark of how much I've healed that I'm only slightly devastated by that.
But anyway, what angers me the most is that I really care about Dan and yet it's him that keeps appearing in my dreams. Why? I don't love him or at least I don't love him anymore. I would love to just forget about him.Ugh. Look at all this angst.
What does my subconcious know that I don't?
You can make my dreams come true.
I will be your [loving] slave:
Just do the things that Irish g[uy]s do.
Talk about potato famines,
I begin to cry on cue!
Sing about the Emerald Isle and
Get your Irish eyes to smilin’ -
I could be in love with someone like you.
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So I keep trying to forget about him (which isn't working because he keeps appearing in my dreams) and then he sends out one of those mass e-mails full of pictures of him with Japanese children making peace signs with their fingers and impossibily beautiful landscapes. It's at this point that I am tempted to contact him and pour out how much I've missed him until I realize that he probably hasn't even thought my name since he's been gone. And it's a mark of how much I've healed that I'm only slightly devastated by that.
But anyway, what angers me the most is that I really care about Dan and yet it's him that keeps appearing in my dreams. Why? I don't love him or at least I don't love him anymore. I would love to just forget about him.Ugh. Look at all this angst.
What does my subconcious know that I don't?