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I was just given the name of an Ashram in India. I may be there for a while. I just ... I just can't take the US, and sometimes the world. I need to learn how to be in it without writhing in disgust. Especially when later I realize I had no need to. There are few moments when I feel like everything is where it should be. One is with a certain person lately, and one is when I'm riding. But those aren't enough, because America doesn't want me to have them. It's not TIME. So, I'm going to leave. This country is backwards and fucked. I don't want to be in it right now... Not until I can see something more positive in it.