hey peeps

Mar 01, 2005 23:44

well i wrote in my journal last month and this is a new month. i think i got a love letter or something in katys jl but im not sure if it was im sry plz take me back or i dunno im confuzzled even tho i should be getting wat shes saying im not. props to stephanie and britt thanks much ure comments touched my heart. today i was bored in algebra and i went to jamster.com and got the exorsist ringtone its mad pimp. last night i talked to tatiana and she helped me wit my english hw and we talked and it was cool. i did have this crush on her but then i found out i was going out with her but then i woke up and it was a dream and then i thought it will never work a hot gurl with a fat kid yea right only in a dream or fairy tale. this goes out to the world: wat i really meant to say is im sry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold i never meant to be so cold. that line keeps repeating over and over in my head doesnt bother i think it should but it doesnt. tonight was co enrollment really pointless in going bc i did practically nothing. i went to taco bell for dinner with frank maznicki, david mckinin, and matt klestinic. it was hard to eat my meal bc david grabbed a hand full of condiments and shoved it into his pocket and the frank grabbed the bin they were and and dupped the whole bin in to a bag and we walked out it was mad funny. i think it was more fun than ive had in a long while and laughs to. at the end i left early and david donnell and i did burnouts and drifting in the highschool parking lot and on the truck driving course which was mad fun and cool very exciting. then i went home and started writing this listening to 93 rock. mr jones my auto teacher hasnt been in skool for a week and a half now bc his mom died last week mad prayers go out to him and his mom. today for the diet thing didnt go very good first and second hour and third hour and fourth hour i was fine then i went to taco bell then i got home and i like nailed the food cubort and ate till i became a ballon but bigger kinda like a mini van but not as big juss a lil smaller. i gotta stop this. wen i gave my computer to frank he hooked me up with dead aim mad props to frank bc i can turn aim convos invisible and wen my mom looks at the screen as blind as she is and all she can see the convo and i laugh at her ha ha! jk. it was a very exciting lunch today tho i cant say wat went on today because im solenmly sworn not to tell sry peeps mayb next time. tonight during co enrollment i got asked by two seniors if they could cut my hair and im like no way im growing this shit out till im told to cut it by my work. its mad long but mad cool all at the same time so im happy wit it. i think the company i get my hair spray from is going out of business bc winndixie was having a final sale on them and its scray bc then imma have to cut my hair bc then i wont have ne hair gel bc nothing else works for my hair. arrhhhggg!!!! that girl cat i doubt i will ever get with her bc we have practically nothing in common and have you ever felt like u really like someone and once u kno them they werent who u thought they were gonna be like well thats wat happened with this girl she would never go out wit a fat kid like me so imma juss die single and never have a gf again bc everybody knos me as the heartbreak kid or that fat kid so no girl would ever give me a chance to get with them im cursed for life. unless i change my name and move to nyc then mayb i would have a chance but im too lazy to do anything anyways unless i really wanted something or wanted to do something then i would be up and out doing it so yeah. a few months ago i was changing the oil on my car and justin took the oil as a joke and put it on my jump suit and it seeped through it and right on to my under shirt i still have that under shirt to this day. another emo day in anone emo world. this goes out to justin doglione and jon vincent mad props to u for being cool kids and good friends thanks guys your the best. well imma go to bed pe@ce out world. l8r guys.
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