Life...
I can't even begin to describe everything that has happened within the first month of 2010. My ex-and very good friend died New Year's Day, I lost someone I thought was a close friend over his finding a girlfriend, and I am nearly financially screwed. Luckily, I'm alive, still in school, and have amazing people in my life. Though that comment about said lost friend makes me wary now.
I try very hard to be a good friend and hold out my hand to those who are hurting, but when someone is so stubborn they refuse, it confuses and upsets me. I think this is one reason he won't talk to me anymore, among other things. Because I did my damnedest not to badger him, but when I am concerned for someone's well-being, I can't just sit by and twiddle my thumbs. So he and I eventually hashed it out through text, I found out what was wrong, and he continued to be an emo douche-canoe. I swear, men are far more emotional than women, no matter what anyone says. I swear, every time I start to write in this I get distracted. I guess that's good, because I have a social life.
With class started, I'm finally not as bored, but hours at work have been cut drastically and now I am making crap for pay. But summer's coming, as it always does, and hopefully by then I will know whether or not I will be accepted to UF, and if I can transfer to the Planet Smoothie up there. Argh...sleepiness is clouding my brain...
I try very hard to be a good friend and hold out my hand to those who are hurting, but when someone is so stubborn they refuse, it confuses and upsets me. I think this is one reason he won't talk to me anymore, among other things. Because I did my damnedest not to badger him, but when I am concerned for someone's well-being, I can't just sit by and twiddle my thumbs. So he and I eventually hashed it out through text, I found out what was wrong, and he continued to be an emo douche-canoe. I swear, men are far more emotional than women, no matter what anyone says. I swear, every time I start to write in this I get distracted. I guess that's good, because I have a social life.
With class started, I'm finally not as bored, but hours at work have been cut drastically and now I am making crap for pay. But summer's coming, as it always does, and hopefully by then I will know whether or not I will be accepted to UF, and if I can transfer to the Planet Smoothie up there. Argh...sleepiness is clouding my brain...