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woke up today, went downstairs to let guai guai out, cuddled him for a bit,
came back upstairs and played blockheads for awhile, until dad facetime'd.
they showed me a lot of food. i'm jealous.
remembered my leftover selfmade banana mango milk, finished that with a bun.
check pc, skype, wow, he just went to bed not that long ago.
played some more blockheads, lost my donkey in a cave, lost my ship on sea.
wrapped up warm in 3 layers to go to funghi, wondering whether or not to scold monique or only to point the mistake out.
grabbed my notes, keys, phone. couldnt find guai guai outside, walked to funghi, finding it deserted already.
probably not much work to do today.
went into the office, put my notes down and made my way to the harvest rooms.
turned all the lights on first other than 11 and 12.
went back to 1 and started the round.
14 looks surprisingly good, it was so bad yesterday.
not sure whether I turned the humidity too low in 3-6.
went back to the office, sat down and looked at the rotting corpse of that fish.
wrote today's findings into the notebook.
tried to facetime parents to show them the fish.
checked control room, realized the mistakes i have been making in humidity,
called dad to find out how to do it right. they were dining.
sat at the desk for awhile, wondering when he is working, whether he would call.
took one last look at the fish and left.
come home to find guai greeting me.
gave him a treat, went back upstairs.
check pc, skype, wow, whatsapp, nothing.
made my vegetable juice, celery, avocado, half of apple, carrot, beetroot.
played dragon age 2 demo for a few minutes, then got sick.
keep checking the clock, is he at work? might he call? what do i say if he does?
wanting to lay down and sleep, not wanting to think.
try out the just dance 4 and dance central 3 demo instead.
just dance 4 is.. well not for me. still have dc2 to play so no rush with 3, wait until it's cheaper.
check pc, skype, wow, no sign. good, wouldn't know what to say anyway.
eat a bun, have some coffee.
check pc, maybe something on fb? no, not there either.
listen to music. feel like hongki is telling me a story, don't even understand that language, no one else sings like that.
play dance central, small break, check whatsapp, then dc2. do my playlist routine, i'm beat. what a shitty body.
sit down to rest and decided to get eternal sonata, the demo was fun last night. maybe that helps.
check whatsapp, no point in looking at pc, he must be at work, maybe he checked on me too? no
enough putting it off, need to call Junko. didn't want to because I was afraid he'd give me reasons to cry and be puffy.
Junko says she will come get me on tuesday, make dumplings together, whether I have been eating alone and alright.
said she would come by any time she is free.
told her I'm looking forward to it, which I am. really.
still nothing.
hands are so dry, they hurt, mom took my lotion, nothing is helping.
it doesn't matter, really wouldn't know how to act, what to say.
hongki makes me want to cry too. sounds so sad, still don't understand the lyrics.
doesn't help that I'm afraid and scared.
not just of what might be, but being alone here is scary too. what a bad time to fall out.
it would be nice if Fritzi came, but doubt she will, neither of us have a license, no getting around without here.
too early to sleep, need to let guai guai in late enough so he doesn't pee inside in the morning.
feeling drained even though nothing was done
came back upstairs and played blockheads for awhile, until dad facetime'd.
they showed me a lot of food. i'm jealous.
remembered my leftover selfmade banana mango milk, finished that with a bun.
check pc, skype, wow, he just went to bed not that long ago.
played some more blockheads, lost my donkey in a cave, lost my ship on sea.
wrapped up warm in 3 layers to go to funghi, wondering whether or not to scold monique or only to point the mistake out.
grabbed my notes, keys, phone. couldnt find guai guai outside, walked to funghi, finding it deserted already.
probably not much work to do today.
went into the office, put my notes down and made my way to the harvest rooms.
turned all the lights on first other than 11 and 12.
went back to 1 and started the round.
14 looks surprisingly good, it was so bad yesterday.
not sure whether I turned the humidity too low in 3-6.
went back to the office, sat down and looked at the rotting corpse of that fish.
wrote today's findings into the notebook.
tried to facetime parents to show them the fish.
checked control room, realized the mistakes i have been making in humidity,
called dad to find out how to do it right. they were dining.
sat at the desk for awhile, wondering when he is working, whether he would call.
took one last look at the fish and left.
come home to find guai greeting me.
gave him a treat, went back upstairs.
check pc, skype, wow, whatsapp, nothing.
made my vegetable juice, celery, avocado, half of apple, carrot, beetroot.
played dragon age 2 demo for a few minutes, then got sick.
keep checking the clock, is he at work? might he call? what do i say if he does?
wanting to lay down and sleep, not wanting to think.
try out the just dance 4 and dance central 3 demo instead.
just dance 4 is.. well not for me. still have dc2 to play so no rush with 3, wait until it's cheaper.
check pc, skype, wow, no sign. good, wouldn't know what to say anyway.
eat a bun, have some coffee.
check pc, maybe something on fb? no, not there either.
listen to music. feel like hongki is telling me a story, don't even understand that language, no one else sings like that.
play dance central, small break, check whatsapp, then dc2. do my playlist routine, i'm beat. what a shitty body.
sit down to rest and decided to get eternal sonata, the demo was fun last night. maybe that helps.
check whatsapp, no point in looking at pc, he must be at work, maybe he checked on me too? no
enough putting it off, need to call Junko. didn't want to because I was afraid he'd give me reasons to cry and be puffy.
Junko says she will come get me on tuesday, make dumplings together, whether I have been eating alone and alright.
said she would come by any time she is free.
told her I'm looking forward to it, which I am. really.
still nothing.
hands are so dry, they hurt, mom took my lotion, nothing is helping.
it doesn't matter, really wouldn't know how to act, what to say.
hongki makes me want to cry too. sounds so sad, still don't understand the lyrics.
Click to viewdoesn't help that I'm afraid and scared.
not just of what might be, but being alone here is scary too. what a bad time to fall out.
it would be nice if Fritzi came, but doubt she will, neither of us have a license, no getting around without here.
too early to sleep, need to let guai guai in late enough so he doesn't pee inside in the morning.
feeling drained even though nothing was done