Work
For some reason, I can't get any work done today. Same with yesterday.
I think I am just depressed. But, then again, all I have to do is write a paper (with an artificial deadline set by me) and study until Thursday.I might go home early today just because I don't really have any set times I ever have to be here. I slip a lot into the laziness that my job flexibility provides me.
I think my boss is Ok with it, because I seem to have things done that he likes,and hand in stuff he hasn't asked for yet. I just keep trudging along, doing this and that to get my project done. I don't get any feedback beyond "yeah, it would be good if you did that."
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, since I've heard about how picky and harsh my boss can be. Maybe he doesn't know what to expect, since I am the only pchemist in a biochem group, and will be building a system he knows little about since it isn't his specialty. I don't think he really needed anybody on this project for another few months, so anything I do is better than he expected.
Or maybe he isn't impressed, and is waiting for "moment x" to finally snap. Maybe "moment x" is the presentation I have to give on Thursday that I should be preparing for.
Yet I still can't motivate myself.
I think I am just depressed. But, then again, all I have to do is write a paper (with an artificial deadline set by me) and study until Thursday.I might go home early today just because I don't really have any set times I ever have to be here. I slip a lot into the laziness that my job flexibility provides me.
I think my boss is Ok with it, because I seem to have things done that he likes,and hand in stuff he hasn't asked for yet. I just keep trudging along, doing this and that to get my project done. I don't get any feedback beyond "yeah, it would be good if you did that."
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, since I've heard about how picky and harsh my boss can be. Maybe he doesn't know what to expect, since I am the only pchemist in a biochem group, and will be building a system he knows little about since it isn't his specialty. I don't think he really needed anybody on this project for another few months, so anything I do is better than he expected.
Or maybe he isn't impressed, and is waiting for "moment x" to finally snap. Maybe "moment x" is the presentation I have to give on Thursday that I should be preparing for.
Yet I still can't motivate myself.