Mar 30, 2006 01:29
Is it a fault of character to depend on future fulfillment to fuel yourself on a current motive? Sure, you've got to do this to some extent to maintain drive and motivation towards a goal important to you, but how would you distinguish between pursuing your dream and ignoring your needs. Where's that line? And is one always a convenient distraction for the other? Is there a proper balance between feeling achieved with your accomplishments and being fulfilled as a social creature? Has asking many questions in a row done anything but confuse an individual and make them feel useless? Am I trying to find a comfort in my own sadness!?! Are tube socks ever used as anything but a handy seamen collection device?
Seriously though, I fear that I pursue both a goal I can't fulfill and one I will later regard as a wasteful distraction. It seams life choices are so much easier for other people. Then again, I don't really know many other people, as indicated by my history of little to no comments.
My entry's are usually pretty inciteful, and if not that their at least genuine. I deserve more then this.
Emo cunts gettin 48 comments on one bullshit post. This is why people like me go insane.