Aug 08, 2005 11:41
I'm not one to talk about emortoins..... but the one time i come on here is when i have a problem...... she is everything and more to me.... her hand presed against her temple and my chest.... she isnt really..... i care about her a lot.... she is one in a million... i wish she didnt hide anything... i meant i felt so hurt when she was trying to push away her feelings.... she didnt talk to me...i got two words..... hey if thats what she wanted.... but you cant runn away from your feelings..... you have to fall and fall again.... until you find them... so when you do fall your not scared becuz you know that they will catch you...... it felt so good talking to her...... i know so much about her.... i cant explain i wish i could.... just that she means a lot to me... even tho she did this to me for the past few days... i still like her..... i dont know why.... i do.... i cant explain it ... i know so much about her.... and she doesnt know.... i mean we talked about stuff i never talked about... like getting married ... or what my kids name would be....... this is someone i would want to keep in my life for as long as i can...... okay.. one thing.. yesterday after i got hugging her... (i didnt want to let go...) but i did and i know she wanted to kiss me or i can just tell... looking at her eyes i just wanted to kiss her solf lips........ i knew how she was looking at me she wanted a kiss on her cheek or osmething like that.... i dont know..... nvm..... i dont know how long i can take it down there .... being away from my friends not seeing keith nick robbie kelsey emma and her... and okay the other robbie i hung out with these people for everyday.. i talked to her .... this is weird im talking about this... she is going to be like omg hes weird... im hardcore ..... i just hope... someday i get to be with her .... i cant explain how i feel there are no words..... i love you.. thats all....