#N12: Part Time Partner, Full Time Lover
From: Anonymous until reveals
Title: Part Time Partner, Full Time Lover
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,100
Summary: Sehun couldn’t deny the fact that he is attracted to the new part timer at his favorite internet café. But even someone with dubious activities as his has still morals. He couldn’t just barge into the other’s life and turn it upside down.
Warning/s: SehunxOC
What Sehun failed to realize was his decision to save his file on a flash drive and use such in an internet café was probably one of the stupidest decision that he has made in his 25 years of existence. He had thought of dismissing the idea due to the nature of the file, but he still went against it, thinking that there was no way that his files could be hacked given how many encryption security that he used in securing his flash drive.
He has been in this internet café for several times now, although not done consecutively. He saw few familiar faces, from gamers to casual users alike.
Working as a barista at a local Starbucks, Sehun was scraping barely enough for his small apartment and his daily needs. As soon as he was able to acquire his own laptop along with other several things from his other job, he never quite realized that he will befall onto this predicament. When his laptop decided to renegade against him, he has no other choice but to use the services of an internet café.
Not knowing that despite how much adept he was in securing his internet activities, someone’s always gonna be better than him.
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Sehun has never had a partner like Luhan before. Sure, he’s had a lot of experience to compare it, but nothing comes close to the blonde haired man who Sehun met during one of his finest moment in life. Finest but also the dumbest.
The first time Sehun saw Luhan, he knows he is so fucked.
It’s not unusual to see new workers at the internet café that Sehun frequents, most of them are already familiar with Sehun given the amount of time he has spent playing games or just killing time at the said venue. However, never before has Sehun walked into the café and seen someone manning the main station that got him so curious.
He can’t be older than 20, Sehun thought to himself.
Pale skin and honey brown eyes with sinfully long lashes, a chaotic nest of curly blond hair, wearing a sweatshirt almost two sizes bigger than him. He looks up when Sehun neared the main station, curiosity in his eyes, and bites down on his plush lower lip, that makes Sehun to want those lips to test for himself. The blond-haired guy had the audacity to smile shyly at Sehun.
“Hey” the guy said easily, and Sehun should really not be staring at his mouth. “Renting station 20? You’re in luck, it has been upgraded.”
Sehun was surprised that the guy knew what station he usually uses. “Oh. Okay. Set me up for one hour?”
“Sure. I’m Luhan, by the way.” The guy said, rising out of his seat and held out his hand towards Sehun.
“Oh Sehun.” Sehun said automatically, putting out his own hand. “Are you new here?”
“Sort of, I guess? I was hired few weeks back but I’m a customer here before so I’m quite familiar with almost everything.”
“So you’re the one who replaced that Jinwoon guy.”
“Yup, that’s me. So, I believe you know where to go to get to your station right?” Luhan said.
“Yeah, thank you.”
“I’ll let you know once your one hour is up.”
That was how uneventful their first meeting was but the memory of Luhan biting on his lower lip managed to haunt Sehun in his sleep. There was something about the other man that draw Sehun in.
He hasn’t always been the shiniest gem in the chest but he can hold on his own. He’s managed to live independently after his father had inadvertently found out about his sexuality. Sure, they’d come to accept him but Sehun is far too gone on living his life without his parents nagging him for it. All they know now about him is that he works as a barista, which pays him just fine but not really enough that he could rent a studio type apartment in the outskirts of Seoul. That one indulgence comes from his extracurricular activities.
Well, maybe not the only one but it definitely takes the bank.
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Sehun couldn’t deny the fact that he is attracted to the new part timer at his favorite internet café. But even someone with dubious activities as his has still morals. He couldn’t engage someone as innocent as Luhan in his activities no matter how much he wants to.
So, Sehun did what he does best, he set himself on a mission to avoid the baby-faced man. However, avoiding Luhan is one thing, dodging his desire for him is another.
“You are awfully horny today Oh Sehun.” His partner said while dressing up in his own clothes while Sehun was smoking at the balcony of the hotel room they rented after their coupling. “Too bad I only got time for one round.”
“Why are you such a prick to remind me?” Sehun said exasperated.
He has done this too many times now. He’d film himself having sex with someone then sell it in the internet. Easy money, pleasurable times.
He couldn’t even count the number of partners he’s had. Only a handful became his frequent partners in his videos while most were just one-night stands, only curious about the experience but not too serious enough to be his regular partner.
“Well, my ass is sore, but it looks like Mr. Oh Sehun Jr. isn’t quite satisfied with my performance today. Is something bothering you?” the man said playfully.
“I thought you have somewhere else to be?” Sehun retorted irritatingly.
“Ohhh, don’t be so pissy. I’m just concerned about you my friend.”
“I’d appreciate it more if you could leave now. I don’t want to pay extra for this room. I’ll send you the file once I’m finished editing it.” Sehun ended their conversation by going to the bathroom to clean himself up.
Sehun was standing under the shower when he heard the door open and closed, indicating his partner has left him alone.
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Ever since Sehun moved in, it was rare to find his apartment silent. The apartment was quiet and deserted, a typical lazy summer afternoon. Left unsatisfied by his partner earlier, Sehun was sprawled out in his bed, only wearing his boxer shorts. He started to feel himself, thoughts occupied by a certain blond man.
In his imagination, Luhan, shirtless, entered the room. He paused by the door, eyes racking up Sehun’s barely clad body before he sauntered seductively towards the bed, a smirk on his baby face.
Luhan’s ass is as round and ripe as a peach, his lips are as red as rose that Sehun couldn’t wait until the moment he could finally feel them against his own.
Sehun’s initial attraction to Luhan is palpable, after all, Luhan is quite a sight.
After some questionable imaginations involving Luhan, Sehun came into his hand, still not yet satisfied but at least sated for the time being.
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Sehun successfully avoids the subject of his desire until he unsuspectingly walks into the internet café one night. He doesn’t know why he didn’t realize that Luhan would be there - considering that the other man works there part time.
A different worker was at the main station, so Sehun didn’t think about it too much. Upon keying in his request for station 20, he went to the station and started working on the reason why he was there.
He wasn’t supposed to do this here, at a public place no less, but he doesn’t have much choice. He had forgotten to pay his internet connection bills, so he had to resort to uploading his most recent video in an internet café.
Sehun had just finished uploading and updating his fans about his most current video when someone came up to his area. Thinking that it was just the same guy at the main station earlier, he just minimized the window he was working on. What he did not expect was to see Luhan with a mischievous smirk on his face.
“Oh wow. I never knew someone would have the balls to do what you did. Aren’t you a little bit concerned that your files might leak? Do your partners know that they’re being filmed?” Luhan said nonchalantly, sitting next to Sehun in the station.
Sehun couldn’t believe his luck, or misfortune, to have his crush knows about his activities. While he’s not too concerned about his files leaking since his and his partner’s faces are covered in the video, what bothers him is the fact that his crush found out about his business.
“Hey! Everything’s consensual; they’ve been informed of the cameras and its consequences. Besides, we wear masks so our faces are concealed.” Sehun answered truthfully, realizing that the cat is already out of the bag.
“Yeah, concealed” Luhan said sarcastically.
“And besides, I never reveal any information about them aside from what my relationship with them, that is.” Sehun retorted. “How did you find out about it?”
“Well, for starters, you shouldn’t have used an internet café to upload your videos. I know that it’s the first time you did it here but I guess I’m just too good or you are too reckless to be leaving your online footprints in the internet.” Luhan said proudly.
Sehun is so fucked.
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After Luhan found out about Sehun’s activities, they got comfortable with each other enough to grab drinks together few several times near the internet cafe where Luhan works.
Sehun, being a man of few words, seldom initiates the conversation, content with pouring soju to Luhan’s glass being the younger of the two. Luhan, on the other hand, would incessantly talk about things that happened at the Internet cafe that sometimes don’t really make sense to Sehun but he likes hearing Luhan talk, watch his hilarious face paired with outrageous laugh.
Usually it wouldn’t take long for Luhan to start slurring his words, indicating that the man has had too many to drink but one winter night was when everything started to change.
Fueled by liquid courage, Luhan watched as Sehun lift his glass to his lips to take a shot, when he said, “Why don’t you ever invite me to be in one of your videos Sehun-ah?”
Surprised by the other’s question, Sehun choked before he could swallow the bitter liquid, feeling some of it dribble out of his mouth. He covered his mouth with his hand at the same time the blonde guy in front of him reached between the table to pat him at the back, as if to soothe him through the burning sensation.
It took him moments to answer, and Sehun, never being the wisest one out there, said “Uhh, I didn’t know you swing that way?”
There is it again. Luhan’s hilarious but pretty face.
“You what?”
“I didn’t know that uh, you are, uh, interested in men? You told me you’ve only gone on dates with women.”
“So? I’ve liked both men and women since I was in high school. Been to a few dates with men too. None of them lasted though.” Because none of them is you. Luhan thought to himself.
“Would you even be interested to do that with me?” Sehun braved.
Luhan does not which one is talking, he’s drunk more than what his body can handle but surprisingly, his head is still clear as the summer sky.
“Of course I am! You are one glorious piece of specimen and only an idiot would be foolish not to sleep with you.” Luhan answered, while bringing the shot glass near his lips for additional liquid courage. But before he could do that, Sehun grabbed his hand and drank the shot for himself.
“You know what hyung, it’s the soju talking. You’ve got too much to drink now and it would be best if we could just drop this conversation altogether.” Sehun said nonchalantly, not aware of the effect of his words on the older.
Sehun, as much as he desires Luhan, doesn’t want him to be in one of his videos.
As a principle, Sehun likes to believe that he’s doing this for the money, that there are no strings attached, that this is just one way for him to vent out extra heat. That’s why his partners would always describe him as cold and indifferent. He has never stayed on bed after with his partner even how tiring it was for him. He may appear to be so passionate on film because that’s what people are looking for and paying for, but afterwards, heat is nowhere to be felt and the bed is as cold as his heart will ever be.
And he doesn’t want that with Luhan.
What Sehun wants is to hold Luhan’s hand as they walk side by side along the Han River after the older’s part-time job at the internet café, watch movies that Sehun would find boring but would stay as Luhan enjoys every moment of it, go on dates or trips whenever their schedule permits it and so much more.
Sehun doesn’t want Luhan to just be his partner to roll out in the sheets. He wants to be Luhan’s lover, in every sense of the word, whether it is with him worshipping Luhan’s body or loving Luhan’s soul.
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But no matter how much Sehun refused Luhan, the latter always get what he wants.
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The way Luhan lounged in the bed, wearing almost nothing but his skimpy briefs that hugs his bottom all too nicely, had Sehun feeling heady and extremely aroused (as if he wasn’t at all bothered when Luhan first showed up wearing a hoodie that is obviously too large for him). It was like his dreams were coming (they definitely are, but Sehun refuses to believe so.)
“So I think we need to set some rules before we get started.”
“Really Sehun? You’re gonna do that now that I’m primed and ready to go?”Luhan said playfully, but desire is evident in his eyes.
“I don’t want to do anything that we might both regret in the end, you know.” The taller man has to keep his arousal in check, he kept on reminding himself that this is Luhan’s first time to do something like this and he’d decided to be gentle for their first time.
“There will be cameras filming us from different directions. One from the bottom of the bed, one from the side, one from the top or over our head and one here on top of the bed.” Sehun said while pointing at the cameras he set up before Luhan had arrived from his part-time work at the internet café that afternoon.
“From time to time, I’ll hold this camera and film us where we are joined. You know, down there.”
“Hmmm.”
“I won’t do it if you’re not comfortable.”
“Hmmm.” Sehun grows more and more distracted as he is explaining to Luhan because of the sight in front of him. Luhan began touching himself through his briefs, with his other hand alternately.
“Seeing that you’re not some kind of mythical being who just automatically slicks upon arousal, I’ll have to prepare you.”
“I know you’re not a virgin but I like to take care of my partners all right?”
Luhan turns his head, finally looking at Sehun, and simply closes his fingers over the shape of Sehun’s erection through his jeans and squeezes. Luhan leans into him, puts his mouth against Sehun’s ear so his breath puffs over the shell of it, and says “You could continue yapping about shit I already know, or we could get down to this.”
Sehun couldn’t help himself and kissed Luhan.
Sehun has kissed plenty of people before, but nothing can compare to the kiss he’s sharing with Luhan now. Luhan’s lips are soft against his own, and open immediately so Sehun can swipe his tongue to taste. He winds his arms around Sehun’s neck, leaning in so Sehun takes his weight and kissing back - little licks and nibbles, giving a tiny moan.
Sehun threads his fingers into Luhan’s hair, holding him still and exerting tiny bit of control that makes Luhan’s breath hitch and he can feel the shape of Luhan’s erection, pressing into his thigh, just as hard as his own.
Sehun breaks the kiss with a gasp and Luhan tries to chase his mouth but Sehun holds him back. Luhan is heavy-lidded, mouth red and wet with their kiss, pupils blown.
Ever impatient, Sehun wraps his arms around Luhan and pulls him so that there’s no space between them. He moans at feeling skin on glorious skin, knows that Luhan will make it so good for him. So good.
Luhan nuzzles their noses together, and when he leans up to capture his lips, he lets their lips slide together easily. He licks from one corner of Sehun’s mouth to the other, a deep hum sounding in his chest. Sehun sucks on Luhan’s tongue, and he feels both their cocks twitch.
Sehun slaps his ass lightly, watching how Luhan jolts and his eyes darken with it. He cups Luhan’s butt cheeks, one in each hand, and strokes his thumbs down the cleft in the center. Bucky pushes back into him, biting his lip and looking so pretty. Luhan positioned himself on his elbows and knees.
Sehun slides his palm from Luhan’s back down, letting his middle finger slide between the cleft of his ass to stroke over the tight hole there. He taps gently against it and Luhan jumps.
Luhan’s eyes go wide as he watches Sehun coat his fingers with lubricant. Sehun presses a slick finger to Luhan’s tight little hole and circling it with increasing pressure.
“Ahhhh Sehun-ah, want you now, take me now.” Luhan gasps, trying to push back onto Sehun’s finger. Sehun paused for a moment and then pushes it into Luhan easily. He’s tight, hot and it takes all of Sehun’s self-control to keep going slow, gently thrusting one finger in and out, feeling the tight muscles start to loosen, until he slowly pushes in a second finger.
“You feel so good Sehun-ah” Luhan murmurs, head dropped down between his shoulders, rocking steadily back to fuck himself on Sehun’s hand.
Sehun gets a third finger in after a while, and by then Luhan is arching and writhing and begging for Sehun’s cock - thrusting back on Sehun’s hand with increasing force, all hot and wet. Luhan can hear Sehun tearing open the condom wrapper and getting himself covered, coating himself with lube and lining himself up at Luhan’s sweet little hole.
Sehun started with shallow strokes so as not to hurt Luhan but all he can think about was to pound harder into the tight wet heat that is Luhan’s hole.
“Fuck!” Sehun snaps, and pulls out of Luhan - only to flip him over and wedge himself between his thighs, lining himself up and pushing his manhood back in with one smooth snap of his hips.
Their bodies are pressed together, trapping Luhan’s cock against their stomachs, and Sehun keeps himself up by his forearms on either side of the brunet’s head. Luhan wraps his arms around Sehun’s neck and pulled him in for a deep, filthy kiss. His legs wind around Sehun’s waist, pulling him close for short, hard pumps of his hips, and he must hit something right because Luhan gives a sudden yelping moan.
“That’s it.” Sehun murmurs, hitting that same spot over and over again, seeing Luhan’s eyes roll back ino his head.
Sehun starts rolling his hips; begins to thrust his dick in and out of him. Luhan’s eyes narrow, scrunching up his nose again, which makes him look more adorable than sexy. But he never looks away from Sehun or stops breathing out the noises of his pleasure. They sound aggressive and tame less, but all Sehun hears is music, a melody sang by the angels.
Sehun shoves a hand between them, gripping Luhan’s manhood and jerking it.
“Come for me hyung” Sehun growls, and Luhan does- jetting stripes of white over both of them with a hoarse moan. He clenches down hard on Sehun and Sehun’s own euphoria pulses and rockets throughout his body, unrelenting through every single movement. But it’s more than that, because it isn’t just his pleasure that he’s feeling. It’s like he can feel Luhan’s, too - inside and out.
Sehun manages to keep his senses enough to keep his full weight off Luhan, who looks completely spaced out now. He slowly withdrew from Luhan, tied off the condom and threw it on the floor somewhere beside the bed. He reached for the towel near the bedside table and wiped Luhan’s stomach.
“Thank you Oh Sehun.” Luhan whispered when Sehun finished cleaning him. Sehun thought it was because he cleaned the other up, but the slumbering beauty meant otherwise.
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There would be nights where they would just curl up together in bed, not minding the cheap feeling of the linen on their back.
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Every moment spent with him, at the back of Sehun’s mind, he always think that this wouldn’t last - that once this ends, Luhan might find someone new, leaving Sehun with memories of their stolen moments, of light touches, of skin to skin contact, of longing gazes that would always leave him unexpectedly flustered - something that he never experienced from any of his previous partners.
Despite knowing that they are on borrowed time, Luhan could not bring himself not to fall. That every time Sehun reaches out to him is a miracle, that Sehun could have reached out to one of his previous partners but he chose to be with Luhan instead.
Sehun, with his obliviousness and naivety (more like stupidity), couldn’t realize what the blond man feels for him.
“I’ve been wanting to ask you this ever since we slept together, I know I felt something and I know you feel it too. Why didn’t you ever tell me any of this before - about liking me, or whatever?”
Sehun must have seen how hard Luhan’s fighting to hide the hurt in his voice, because his smile grows rueful and eyes soften.
“I never knew for sure if you could’ve ever felt the same way about me.” Sehun admits quietly. “All I could think about was how you could do so much better than someone like me. I wanted to give you the chance to figure out who you wanted and like and be happy with someone who would love you exactly the way you deserved. You drive me crazy but I love your crazy as much as I love the rest of you.”
“You love me?” Luhan asks.
“Yeah, I do.” Sehun said, hand scratching his nape, as if to hide his embarrassment. “I thought you already knew that. I mean, don’t feel pressured to say it back - I don’t need you to love me just yet. We can work up to that.”
“I love you too, you idiot.” Luhan tearfully answered. “Thought you already knew that already.” Then he slides his had to Sehun’s nape and tugs him back down so he can kiss him.
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“Why me?” Sehun asks, and get another of Luhan’s half-smiles.
“When I look at you, I feel like I can’t breathe.” Luhan says simply.
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“You love me as much as you did when you first realised it. True or False”
“False. “
That surprised him. “Oh, sure. Well, uhm, yeah, let’s move on to the next question.”
Sehun couldn’t help but be amused with his boyfriend because of his reaction to Sehun’s answer. The way Luhan scrunched up his nose, focusing on the list of questions on the paper and trying to avoid Sehun’s eyes had Sehun fall a little bit deeper.
“You wouldn’t ask why?”
“Well, ah, it’s up to you I guess? You know what? It’s not really important. Let’s just get on with it”
At this point, it’s obvious that Luhan was becoming upset, evident on his quivering voice and the little sniffles that he tries so hard to hide but couldn’t.
“Well, it’s because I love you more now than I did before.” Sehun said nonchalantly.
Luhan’s face lit up with Sehun’s answer. He stood up, walked up to his boyfriend, threw his arms around Sehun’s neck and kissed him. Sehun smiles into the kiss and wraps his arms around Luhan’s waist.
“Don’t ever doubt my love for you. You’re one of the most wonderful things that happened to me and I’d be an idiot to let someone as admirable as you go.”
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“I didn’t think it was possible,” Sehun mumbles, “for you to fall in love with me.”
“That’s funny.” Luhan looked at his boyfriend with adoration. “Neither did I.”
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Author’s Note: I’M A DISAPPOINTMENT. I deeply apologize to the prompter for butchering your prompt and if this isn’t what you expected. Nonetheless, HAPPY HUNHAN MONTH B*TCHES!
Title: Part Time Partner, Full Time Lover
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,100
Summary: Sehun couldn’t deny the fact that he is attracted to the new part timer at his favorite internet café. But even someone with dubious activities as his has still morals. He couldn’t just barge into the other’s life and turn it upside down.
Warning/s: SehunxOC
What Sehun failed to realize was his decision to save his file on a flash drive and use such in an internet café was probably one of the stupidest decision that he has made in his 25 years of existence. He had thought of dismissing the idea due to the nature of the file, but he still went against it, thinking that there was no way that his files could be hacked given how many encryption security that he used in securing his flash drive.
He has been in this internet café for several times now, although not done consecutively. He saw few familiar faces, from gamers to casual users alike.
Working as a barista at a local Starbucks, Sehun was scraping barely enough for his small apartment and his daily needs. As soon as he was able to acquire his own laptop along with other several things from his other job, he never quite realized that he will befall onto this predicament. When his laptop decided to renegade against him, he has no other choice but to use the services of an internet café.
Not knowing that despite how much adept he was in securing his internet activities, someone’s always gonna be better than him.
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Sehun has never had a partner like Luhan before. Sure, he’s had a lot of experience to compare it, but nothing comes close to the blonde haired man who Sehun met during one of his finest moment in life. Finest but also the dumbest.
The first time Sehun saw Luhan, he knows he is so fucked.
It’s not unusual to see new workers at the internet café that Sehun frequents, most of them are already familiar with Sehun given the amount of time he has spent playing games or just killing time at the said venue. However, never before has Sehun walked into the café and seen someone manning the main station that got him so curious.
He can’t be older than 20, Sehun thought to himself.
Pale skin and honey brown eyes with sinfully long lashes, a chaotic nest of curly blond hair, wearing a sweatshirt almost two sizes bigger than him. He looks up when Sehun neared the main station, curiosity in his eyes, and bites down on his plush lower lip, that makes Sehun to want those lips to test for himself. The blond-haired guy had the audacity to smile shyly at Sehun.
“Hey” the guy said easily, and Sehun should really not be staring at his mouth. “Renting station 20? You’re in luck, it has been upgraded.”
Sehun was surprised that the guy knew what station he usually uses. “Oh. Okay. Set me up for one hour?”
“Sure. I’m Luhan, by the way.” The guy said, rising out of his seat and held out his hand towards Sehun.
“Oh Sehun.” Sehun said automatically, putting out his own hand. “Are you new here?”
“Sort of, I guess? I was hired few weeks back but I’m a customer here before so I’m quite familiar with almost everything.”
“So you’re the one who replaced that Jinwoon guy.”
“Yup, that’s me. So, I believe you know where to go to get to your station right?” Luhan said.
“Yeah, thank you.”
“I’ll let you know once your one hour is up.”
That was how uneventful their first meeting was but the memory of Luhan biting on his lower lip managed to haunt Sehun in his sleep. There was something about the other man that draw Sehun in.
He hasn’t always been the shiniest gem in the chest but he can hold on his own. He’s managed to live independently after his father had inadvertently found out about his sexuality. Sure, they’d come to accept him but Sehun is far too gone on living his life without his parents nagging him for it. All they know now about him is that he works as a barista, which pays him just fine but not really enough that he could rent a studio type apartment in the outskirts of Seoul. That one indulgence comes from his extracurricular activities.
Well, maybe not the only one but it definitely takes the bank.
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Sehun couldn’t deny the fact that he is attracted to the new part timer at his favorite internet café. But even someone with dubious activities as his has still morals. He couldn’t engage someone as innocent as Luhan in his activities no matter how much he wants to.
So, Sehun did what he does best, he set himself on a mission to avoid the baby-faced man. However, avoiding Luhan is one thing, dodging his desire for him is another.
“You are awfully horny today Oh Sehun.” His partner said while dressing up in his own clothes while Sehun was smoking at the balcony of the hotel room they rented after their coupling. “Too bad I only got time for one round.”
“Why are you such a prick to remind me?” Sehun said exasperated.
He has done this too many times now. He’d film himself having sex with someone then sell it in the internet. Easy money, pleasurable times.
He couldn’t even count the number of partners he’s had. Only a handful became his frequent partners in his videos while most were just one-night stands, only curious about the experience but not too serious enough to be his regular partner.
“Well, my ass is sore, but it looks like Mr. Oh Sehun Jr. isn’t quite satisfied with my performance today. Is something bothering you?” the man said playfully.
“I thought you have somewhere else to be?” Sehun retorted irritatingly.
“Ohhh, don’t be so pissy. I’m just concerned about you my friend.”
“I’d appreciate it more if you could leave now. I don’t want to pay extra for this room. I’ll send you the file once I’m finished editing it.” Sehun ended their conversation by going to the bathroom to clean himself up.
Sehun was standing under the shower when he heard the door open and closed, indicating his partner has left him alone.
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Ever since Sehun moved in, it was rare to find his apartment silent. The apartment was quiet and deserted, a typical lazy summer afternoon. Left unsatisfied by his partner earlier, Sehun was sprawled out in his bed, only wearing his boxer shorts. He started to feel himself, thoughts occupied by a certain blond man.
In his imagination, Luhan, shirtless, entered the room. He paused by the door, eyes racking up Sehun’s barely clad body before he sauntered seductively towards the bed, a smirk on his baby face.
Luhan’s ass is as round and ripe as a peach, his lips are as red as rose that Sehun couldn’t wait until the moment he could finally feel them against his own.
Sehun’s initial attraction to Luhan is palpable, after all, Luhan is quite a sight.
After some questionable imaginations involving Luhan, Sehun came into his hand, still not yet satisfied but at least sated for the time being.
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Sehun successfully avoids the subject of his desire until he unsuspectingly walks into the internet café one night. He doesn’t know why he didn’t realize that Luhan would be there - considering that the other man works there part time.
A different worker was at the main station, so Sehun didn’t think about it too much. Upon keying in his request for station 20, he went to the station and started working on the reason why he was there.
He wasn’t supposed to do this here, at a public place no less, but he doesn’t have much choice. He had forgotten to pay his internet connection bills, so he had to resort to uploading his most recent video in an internet café.
Sehun had just finished uploading and updating his fans about his most current video when someone came up to his area. Thinking that it was just the same guy at the main station earlier, he just minimized the window he was working on. What he did not expect was to see Luhan with a mischievous smirk on his face.
“Oh wow. I never knew someone would have the balls to do what you did. Aren’t you a little bit concerned that your files might leak? Do your partners know that they’re being filmed?” Luhan said nonchalantly, sitting next to Sehun in the station.
Sehun couldn’t believe his luck, or misfortune, to have his crush knows about his activities. While he’s not too concerned about his files leaking since his and his partner’s faces are covered in the video, what bothers him is the fact that his crush found out about his business.
“Hey! Everything’s consensual; they’ve been informed of the cameras and its consequences. Besides, we wear masks so our faces are concealed.” Sehun answered truthfully, realizing that the cat is already out of the bag.
“Yeah, concealed” Luhan said sarcastically.
“And besides, I never reveal any information about them aside from what my relationship with them, that is.” Sehun retorted. “How did you find out about it?”
“Well, for starters, you shouldn’t have used an internet café to upload your videos. I know that it’s the first time you did it here but I guess I’m just too good or you are too reckless to be leaving your online footprints in the internet.” Luhan said proudly.
Sehun is so fucked.
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After Luhan found out about Sehun’s activities, they got comfortable with each other enough to grab drinks together few several times near the internet cafe where Luhan works.
Sehun, being a man of few words, seldom initiates the conversation, content with pouring soju to Luhan’s glass being the younger of the two. Luhan, on the other hand, would incessantly talk about things that happened at the Internet cafe that sometimes don’t really make sense to Sehun but he likes hearing Luhan talk, watch his hilarious face paired with outrageous laugh.
Usually it wouldn’t take long for Luhan to start slurring his words, indicating that the man has had too many to drink but one winter night was when everything started to change.
Fueled by liquid courage, Luhan watched as Sehun lift his glass to his lips to take a shot, when he said, “Why don’t you ever invite me to be in one of your videos Sehun-ah?”
Surprised by the other’s question, Sehun choked before he could swallow the bitter liquid, feeling some of it dribble out of his mouth. He covered his mouth with his hand at the same time the blonde guy in front of him reached between the table to pat him at the back, as if to soothe him through the burning sensation.
It took him moments to answer, and Sehun, never being the wisest one out there, said “Uhh, I didn’t know you swing that way?”
There is it again. Luhan’s hilarious but pretty face.
“You what?”
“I didn’t know that uh, you are, uh, interested in men? You told me you’ve only gone on dates with women.”
“So? I’ve liked both men and women since I was in high school. Been to a few dates with men too. None of them lasted though.” Because none of them is you. Luhan thought to himself.
“Would you even be interested to do that with me?” Sehun braved.
Luhan does not which one is talking, he’s drunk more than what his body can handle but surprisingly, his head is still clear as the summer sky.
“Of course I am! You are one glorious piece of specimen and only an idiot would be foolish not to sleep with you.” Luhan answered, while bringing the shot glass near his lips for additional liquid courage. But before he could do that, Sehun grabbed his hand and drank the shot for himself.
“You know what hyung, it’s the soju talking. You’ve got too much to drink now and it would be best if we could just drop this conversation altogether.” Sehun said nonchalantly, not aware of the effect of his words on the older.
Sehun, as much as he desires Luhan, doesn’t want him to be in one of his videos.
As a principle, Sehun likes to believe that he’s doing this for the money, that there are no strings attached, that this is just one way for him to vent out extra heat. That’s why his partners would always describe him as cold and indifferent. He has never stayed on bed after with his partner even how tiring it was for him. He may appear to be so passionate on film because that’s what people are looking for and paying for, but afterwards, heat is nowhere to be felt and the bed is as cold as his heart will ever be.
And he doesn’t want that with Luhan.
What Sehun wants is to hold Luhan’s hand as they walk side by side along the Han River after the older’s part-time job at the internet café, watch movies that Sehun would find boring but would stay as Luhan enjoys every moment of it, go on dates or trips whenever their schedule permits it and so much more.
Sehun doesn’t want Luhan to just be his partner to roll out in the sheets. He wants to be Luhan’s lover, in every sense of the word, whether it is with him worshipping Luhan’s body or loving Luhan’s soul.
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But no matter how much Sehun refused Luhan, the latter always get what he wants.
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The way Luhan lounged in the bed, wearing almost nothing but his skimpy briefs that hugs his bottom all too nicely, had Sehun feeling heady and extremely aroused (as if he wasn’t at all bothered when Luhan first showed up wearing a hoodie that is obviously too large for him). It was like his dreams were coming (they definitely are, but Sehun refuses to believe so.)
“So I think we need to set some rules before we get started.”
“Really Sehun? You’re gonna do that now that I’m primed and ready to go?”Luhan said playfully, but desire is evident in his eyes.
“I don’t want to do anything that we might both regret in the end, you know.” The taller man has to keep his arousal in check, he kept on reminding himself that this is Luhan’s first time to do something like this and he’d decided to be gentle for their first time.
“There will be cameras filming us from different directions. One from the bottom of the bed, one from the side, one from the top or over our head and one here on top of the bed.” Sehun said while pointing at the cameras he set up before Luhan had arrived from his part-time work at the internet café that afternoon.
“From time to time, I’ll hold this camera and film us where we are joined. You know, down there.”
“Hmmm.”
“I won’t do it if you’re not comfortable.”
“Hmmm.” Sehun grows more and more distracted as he is explaining to Luhan because of the sight in front of him. Luhan began touching himself through his briefs, with his other hand alternately.
“Seeing that you’re not some kind of mythical being who just automatically slicks upon arousal, I’ll have to prepare you.”
“I know you’re not a virgin but I like to take care of my partners all right?”
Luhan turns his head, finally looking at Sehun, and simply closes his fingers over the shape of Sehun’s erection through his jeans and squeezes. Luhan leans into him, puts his mouth against Sehun’s ear so his breath puffs over the shell of it, and says “You could continue yapping about shit I already know, or we could get down to this.”
Sehun couldn’t help himself and kissed Luhan.
Sehun has kissed plenty of people before, but nothing can compare to the kiss he’s sharing with Luhan now. Luhan’s lips are soft against his own, and open immediately so Sehun can swipe his tongue to taste. He winds his arms around Sehun’s neck, leaning in so Sehun takes his weight and kissing back - little licks and nibbles, giving a tiny moan.
Sehun threads his fingers into Luhan’s hair, holding him still and exerting tiny bit of control that makes Luhan’s breath hitch and he can feel the shape of Luhan’s erection, pressing into his thigh, just as hard as his own.
Sehun breaks the kiss with a gasp and Luhan tries to chase his mouth but Sehun holds him back. Luhan is heavy-lidded, mouth red and wet with their kiss, pupils blown.
Ever impatient, Sehun wraps his arms around Luhan and pulls him so that there’s no space between them. He moans at feeling skin on glorious skin, knows that Luhan will make it so good for him. So good.
Luhan nuzzles their noses together, and when he leans up to capture his lips, he lets their lips slide together easily. He licks from one corner of Sehun’s mouth to the other, a deep hum sounding in his chest. Sehun sucks on Luhan’s tongue, and he feels both their cocks twitch.
Sehun slaps his ass lightly, watching how Luhan jolts and his eyes darken with it. He cups Luhan’s butt cheeks, one in each hand, and strokes his thumbs down the cleft in the center. Bucky pushes back into him, biting his lip and looking so pretty. Luhan positioned himself on his elbows and knees.
Sehun slides his palm from Luhan’s back down, letting his middle finger slide between the cleft of his ass to stroke over the tight hole there. He taps gently against it and Luhan jumps.
Luhan’s eyes go wide as he watches Sehun coat his fingers with lubricant. Sehun presses a slick finger to Luhan’s tight little hole and circling it with increasing pressure.
“Ahhhh Sehun-ah, want you now, take me now.” Luhan gasps, trying to push back onto Sehun’s finger. Sehun paused for a moment and then pushes it into Luhan easily. He’s tight, hot and it takes all of Sehun’s self-control to keep going slow, gently thrusting one finger in and out, feeling the tight muscles start to loosen, until he slowly pushes in a second finger.
“You feel so good Sehun-ah” Luhan murmurs, head dropped down between his shoulders, rocking steadily back to fuck himself on Sehun’s hand.
Sehun gets a third finger in after a while, and by then Luhan is arching and writhing and begging for Sehun’s cock - thrusting back on Sehun’s hand with increasing force, all hot and wet. Luhan can hear Sehun tearing open the condom wrapper and getting himself covered, coating himself with lube and lining himself up at Luhan’s sweet little hole.
Sehun started with shallow strokes so as not to hurt Luhan but all he can think about was to pound harder into the tight wet heat that is Luhan’s hole.
“Fuck!” Sehun snaps, and pulls out of Luhan - only to flip him over and wedge himself between his thighs, lining himself up and pushing his manhood back in with one smooth snap of his hips.
Their bodies are pressed together, trapping Luhan’s cock against their stomachs, and Sehun keeps himself up by his forearms on either side of the brunet’s head. Luhan wraps his arms around Sehun’s neck and pulled him in for a deep, filthy kiss. His legs wind around Sehun’s waist, pulling him close for short, hard pumps of his hips, and he must hit something right because Luhan gives a sudden yelping moan.
“That’s it.” Sehun murmurs, hitting that same spot over and over again, seeing Luhan’s eyes roll back ino his head.
Sehun starts rolling his hips; begins to thrust his dick in and out of him. Luhan’s eyes narrow, scrunching up his nose again, which makes him look more adorable than sexy. But he never looks away from Sehun or stops breathing out the noises of his pleasure. They sound aggressive and tame less, but all Sehun hears is music, a melody sang by the angels.
Sehun shoves a hand between them, gripping Luhan’s manhood and jerking it.
“Come for me hyung” Sehun growls, and Luhan does- jetting stripes of white over both of them with a hoarse moan. He clenches down hard on Sehun and Sehun’s own euphoria pulses and rockets throughout his body, unrelenting through every single movement. But it’s more than that, because it isn’t just his pleasure that he’s feeling. It’s like he can feel Luhan’s, too - inside and out.
Sehun manages to keep his senses enough to keep his full weight off Luhan, who looks completely spaced out now. He slowly withdrew from Luhan, tied off the condom and threw it on the floor somewhere beside the bed. He reached for the towel near the bedside table and wiped Luhan’s stomach.
“Thank you Oh Sehun.” Luhan whispered when Sehun finished cleaning him. Sehun thought it was because he cleaned the other up, but the slumbering beauty meant otherwise.
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There would be nights where they would just curl up together in bed, not minding the cheap feeling of the linen on their back.
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Every moment spent with him, at the back of Sehun’s mind, he always think that this wouldn’t last - that once this ends, Luhan might find someone new, leaving Sehun with memories of their stolen moments, of light touches, of skin to skin contact, of longing gazes that would always leave him unexpectedly flustered - something that he never experienced from any of his previous partners.
Despite knowing that they are on borrowed time, Luhan could not bring himself not to fall. That every time Sehun reaches out to him is a miracle, that Sehun could have reached out to one of his previous partners but he chose to be with Luhan instead.
Sehun, with his obliviousness and naivety (more like stupidity), couldn’t realize what the blond man feels for him.
“I’ve been wanting to ask you this ever since we slept together, I know I felt something and I know you feel it too. Why didn’t you ever tell me any of this before - about liking me, or whatever?”
Sehun must have seen how hard Luhan’s fighting to hide the hurt in his voice, because his smile grows rueful and eyes soften.
“I never knew for sure if you could’ve ever felt the same way about me.” Sehun admits quietly. “All I could think about was how you could do so much better than someone like me. I wanted to give you the chance to figure out who you wanted and like and be happy with someone who would love you exactly the way you deserved. You drive me crazy but I love your crazy as much as I love the rest of you.”
“You love me?” Luhan asks.
“Yeah, I do.” Sehun said, hand scratching his nape, as if to hide his embarrassment. “I thought you already knew that. I mean, don’t feel pressured to say it back - I don’t need you to love me just yet. We can work up to that.”
“I love you too, you idiot.” Luhan tearfully answered. “Thought you already knew that already.” Then he slides his had to Sehun’s nape and tugs him back down so he can kiss him.
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“Why me?” Sehun asks, and get another of Luhan’s half-smiles.
“When I look at you, I feel like I can’t breathe.” Luhan says simply.
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“You love me as much as you did when you first realised it. True or False”
“False. “
That surprised him. “Oh, sure. Well, uhm, yeah, let’s move on to the next question.”
Sehun couldn’t help but be amused with his boyfriend because of his reaction to Sehun’s answer. The way Luhan scrunched up his nose, focusing on the list of questions on the paper and trying to avoid Sehun’s eyes had Sehun fall a little bit deeper.
“You wouldn’t ask why?”
“Well, ah, it’s up to you I guess? You know what? It’s not really important. Let’s just get on with it”
At this point, it’s obvious that Luhan was becoming upset, evident on his quivering voice and the little sniffles that he tries so hard to hide but couldn’t.
“Well, it’s because I love you more now than I did before.” Sehun said nonchalantly.
Luhan’s face lit up with Sehun’s answer. He stood up, walked up to his boyfriend, threw his arms around Sehun’s neck and kissed him. Sehun smiles into the kiss and wraps his arms around Luhan’s waist.
“Don’t ever doubt my love for you. You’re one of the most wonderful things that happened to me and I’d be an idiot to let someone as admirable as you go.”
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“I didn’t think it was possible,” Sehun mumbles, “for you to fall in love with me.”
“That’s funny.” Luhan looked at his boyfriend with adoration. “Neither did I.”
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Author’s Note: I’M A DISAPPOINTMENT. I deeply apologize to the prompter for butchering your prompt and if this isn’t what you expected. Nonetheless, HAPPY HUNHAN MONTH B*TCHES!