WARNING: Rant ahead.
Why does some Wapanese person get to hug Yoshiki??
God, this is going to sound REALLY immature, but: WTF. THAT'S SO UNFAIR. Humble fans GET NOTHING.
I remember on Friday, I was making fun all the wapanese though, it was amusing... xD
You know... I AM SURE... cuz i've been told..I think people seriously think I wanna be japanese ... ah it gets tiring. For example, when someone asks my friends or my brother what they should get me, they reply "something japanese," as if I would like something based soley on the fact that it's japanese.
But i don't. For one.. I LIKE being Vietnamese-American. That's all I've known. I think the only person who realizes this is TIFFANY. Since she actually quoted me saying "I consider myself AMERICAN first, and then Vietnamese second." And I say that, because I'M PROUD OF BEING AMERICAN. I like America... I mean sure, there are problems with our country, and I criticize our government like hell, but I'm grateful to be living in this country. If some were to ask me to move to Japan, I would say "no" pretty quickly. When I grow up, and I have enough money, I think having a home there might be nice. But I don't think I would live there my entire life unless it was completely necessary. But I want at least one home everywhere... this includes france, hong kong, viet nam, new york, and california. It doesn't just apply to Japan.
I DO wanna learn japanese, but I also wanna learn Spanish, Mandarin, French, Korean, and Vietnamese. So, it's obviously not because "i want to be japanese."
I don't think Japanese are perfect or Japanese society is perfect. In fact, a lot of their music sucks so FRICKIN BAD, and their music industry is so corrupt(korean music, too, but.. that's a different story). I don't think japanese music is better than american music... otherwise I wouldn't listen to Kelly Clarkson, My Chemical Romance, and COUNTRY music, for gods sakes. How many people do you know LIKE COUNTRY MUSIC!??! OMGSRSLYWTF.
In all honesty, I think Johnnies are REALLY bad, Morning Musume SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME, and don't EVEN GET ME STARTED with Ayumi Hamasaki. eek.
But my favorite genre happens to be Japanese Rock. I don't like Dir en Grey, though...
And I hate people who claim to love drawing, but all they ever draw is manga. I gave up drawing A LONG ASS TIME AGO.. but when I DO draw.. it's usually drawing something that's WORTH drawing nowadays. Not some stupid cartoon characters. I've sketched people in real life, i've sketched objects and photographs, and most of the time, I just draw random abstract art. I never draw manga anymore. Honestly, it's a very boring type of art that gets old FAST.
I know to some people, all of this sounds stupid--espescially if you knew me in Junior high. Little crazy obsessed anime fan. Okay, but I was like, what? 12? 13? All of us acted stupid at that age. I'm almost 16 now. Okay, that's like.. 4 years difference, big deal right? But hey, I feel like we all grow up and learn really quickly during this time(besides, if you count the years when I first learned about anime, it's a lot more... 8 years, I think). I don't really watch anime anymore. What happened? I grew out of it. It was just a hobby I was obsessed when I was a preteen.
Since I'm a little older now and I think about my future... I really want to be a journalist.. I want to see New York City. THOSE are my dreams. My REAL ones. I have a lot of little dreams on the side... little hopes.. like meeting l'arc and soforth. but they're not important to me as living my life.
I have a lot of hobbies... reading, writing, analyzing... and music. Music is really important to me.. so that's why I always talk about JRock.. xD These are the people who inspire me most. And L'Arc always helps me when I'm a little down, so of course they're important to me.
But what do i like to do? I watch asian dramas for fun.. play piano... sing... that kind of stuff.. it's pretty normal, i think so.
It's just.. well the whole point of this rant... is i hate wapanese. Even the asianapanese. And it's weird, cuz I was kind of like that back in junior high. but it's surprising to see how many of them still exist at this age. It's creepy. But I hate them all, cuz they make JRock fans look bad. : / and a wapanese person i don't like gets to hug Yoshiki, and so I'm pissed.
I guess I have no right to be mad.. she's a fan too. But... it makes me REALLY MAD ANYWAY. Because she is probably the kind of person who loves everything just cuz it's Japanese, and so why does it matter if she likes Yoshiki or JRock. She doesn't like them because they're talented or because they REALLY MEAN something to her. Then again, I can't say taht for sure... Still...
COME ON. IT'S NOT FAIR *cries*. I honestly appreciate Yoshiki and his music... and everything he's done. I honestly think he's a genius. L'Arc has changed my life. I wouldn't care if hyde was the ugliest man on earth. L'Arc's music would have been the same. I don't want this weirdo making us look bad!! I remember when I read a report by a wapanese fangirl of the hyde concert last year. I got really mad at the fact she was able to do so more than me... and she talked so much just about TOUCHING hyde... it disgusted me... so when i meet these nice people at JRRevolution... I wish me and these people that we could have met and say thanks to Yoshiki. Instead of these weird girls who probably don't understand what the MUSIC is...
I hate wapanese.
I hate fangirls.
I hate wapanese fangirls.
I can't do anything about any of those, but I'm gonna sulk about it anyway.
/end rant.