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Yeah sooo.. I'm really angervated right now=(.. anddd idk why.. buttt everything.. even really small things are getting on my neves.. and last night brought back somethign really bad.. i was tottttally fucking baked off my ass.. and i ended up passing out cuz i was fucking tired then I had a dream about something.. and wow i woke up and i was bawling my eyes out and jessie called.. then i called her back and i was still bawling and she had to let me go cuz she was on the phone w/ Tony.. then I tried claling Christa like a million times cuz her n tom were the only ones that knew about the thing and she didnt pick up her damn phhooone.. then i called Allyssa Douglas<3 and i think I made her worried and she said christa was home.. thenn i called christa back like a half hour later and i was still bawling and she made me feel better.. and she convinced me to tell my brother about the whole thing.. so i did.. =/
Then i realized it felt like my ears were bleeding cuz i was so baked
and i got worried about that.. blehh im stupid
so nowww.. the loverly Christa Berry didnt go to school today cuz she couldnt nd im all alone w/ Alex and Sean=/.. ughh.. and I might not be able to go to her house tomorrow if she doesnt go to school.. and my parents bring me there cuz they're being dickfucks and they're gayy.. but oh well.. I'll just be bored all weekend..
anddd me and Jessie were fighting bad but i think we might be good again? who knows its oxford hills and it's all bullshit.. and yep tahts it for my depressssing entry cuz im gonna try to go to sleep cuz im tired..
AND I HAVE NO CIGARETTES omfg this is bad