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Oh shit. My credit line is now at $1,000. I should so go shopping! Um, I am going to be in debt bad.
I went back to school the other day (well, adolescence) and it was fun. I have missed school. I think that I should have a free period as to where I don't have to go to school in February. This past month is always bad for me. The doctors have diagnosed me with seasonal allergies and the hardest time I get hit is in February. I get some mega bad headaches and when I don't have to be to work until 12:30 5 days out of the week, the other two days, I have school and do not feel like going so it is not very hard for me to not go. Blah. But, I went the other day and liked it!
So, even though my best friends are posting how they hate school and see no point in it. I am sort of that way. I think that my problem is that I am at a comfort level. I have a job that supports me. I have parents who, even if they hate it, will give me whatever I want. They ask the slightest things of me, but I don't do it and they get pissed but just get over it, don't ask for much at all. I am enrolled in my last semester at community college. The only thing standing in my way is that damn science class. I think that I would have no problem in school if it weren't for the fact that I am SO comfortable with where I am. I do want more from my life. To live on my own, have a degree, HELP PEOPLE for a living. Have some great kids. Not sure if I want a husband or not. I do know that I want my family and friends close in tie with me. I just want to be happy. Money is not an issue. I buy what I know I can, somewhat, afford. School wouldn't be so hard if it weren't for those damn science classes. I love all of the other classes that I am in. I have no problem with them.
I just think that we were pampered in high school. I have been 'working' since I was 16. My Saturday nights were spent at the dirk bike track back in high school. So, I am not much of a person having a life on the weekends. Not even now. I mean, once a month, I take my weekends off from the store and go out. I enjoy that. But, I wasn't raised as a person to basically waste my time. I work. I should go to school more. But, I get the grades that I like. Most of the time (damn science.) I really do need to snap out of the whole drama thing though. It is just so easy!
So, I am looking forward to this month. The starting line this Saturday. Reggie on Monday. Spring break next weekend. What will I be doing? STUDYING, writing papers, just catching up. I need to use this week as my catch up session. I need to start school back up on the 13th and get stuff done. I need to apply to USF. I need to get my shit together. My best friends come into town at the end of the month and that'll be good. i can't wait. I need to go to the beach. I need to get out and just do something. I am going to go see Head Automatica with my girl Brittany at the end of the month. I need to have fun.
So, my outlook at the moment is good. In a month, it'll prolly be shitty. But, we make our life how we want it to be. Nobody else is gonna do it for us.
Wake up and make a move! (10 cool points if ya know the band!)
Oh ya, next month, it better come out that Keith is not dead. Or, I'ma be pissed cause ya'll know that one tree hill is my life!
I went back to school the other day (well, adolescence) and it was fun. I have missed school. I think that I should have a free period as to where I don't have to go to school in February. This past month is always bad for me. The doctors have diagnosed me with seasonal allergies and the hardest time I get hit is in February. I get some mega bad headaches and when I don't have to be to work until 12:30 5 days out of the week, the other two days, I have school and do not feel like going so it is not very hard for me to not go. Blah. But, I went the other day and liked it!
So, even though my best friends are posting how they hate school and see no point in it. I am sort of that way. I think that my problem is that I am at a comfort level. I have a job that supports me. I have parents who, even if they hate it, will give me whatever I want. They ask the slightest things of me, but I don't do it and they get pissed but just get over it, don't ask for much at all. I am enrolled in my last semester at community college. The only thing standing in my way is that damn science class. I think that I would have no problem in school if it weren't for the fact that I am SO comfortable with where I am. I do want more from my life. To live on my own, have a degree, HELP PEOPLE for a living. Have some great kids. Not sure if I want a husband or not. I do know that I want my family and friends close in tie with me. I just want to be happy. Money is not an issue. I buy what I know I can, somewhat, afford. School wouldn't be so hard if it weren't for those damn science classes. I love all of the other classes that I am in. I have no problem with them.
I just think that we were pampered in high school. I have been 'working' since I was 16. My Saturday nights were spent at the dirk bike track back in high school. So, I am not much of a person having a life on the weekends. Not even now. I mean, once a month, I take my weekends off from the store and go out. I enjoy that. But, I wasn't raised as a person to basically waste my time. I work. I should go to school more. But, I get the grades that I like. Most of the time (damn science.) I really do need to snap out of the whole drama thing though. It is just so easy!
So, I am looking forward to this month. The starting line this Saturday. Reggie on Monday. Spring break next weekend. What will I be doing? STUDYING, writing papers, just catching up. I need to use this week as my catch up session. I need to start school back up on the 13th and get stuff done. I need to apply to USF. I need to get my shit together. My best friends come into town at the end of the month and that'll be good. i can't wait. I need to go to the beach. I need to get out and just do something. I am going to go see Head Automatica with my girl Brittany at the end of the month. I need to have fun.
So, my outlook at the moment is good. In a month, it'll prolly be shitty. But, we make our life how we want it to be. Nobody else is gonna do it for us.
Wake up and make a move! (10 cool points if ya know the band!)
Oh ya, next month, it better come out that Keith is not dead. Or, I'ma be pissed cause ya'll know that one tree hill is my life!