an amazing night
WOW is it just me or have the last 2 sevices at ThElement been phenomenal. I'm so greatful for such a great place to go and thrive on everything that he has given me. I mean some of the people there I don't care for but God has showed me how to care for even those whom I dislike at timez. I hope more services to come are as heart moving as the past two. Life seems to be soo great right now. I've got so many friends and even though there are certain things I'm still searching for I'm content with what I have which is a huge step for me. I really want to take the blessings that God has given me and turn around and use them to bless others. I want to be a tool in his hand and a light that shines hope like he does even in the darkest places. I owe him and my friends so much for helping me get through everything that I have. I still have my moments where I reflect and cry but all in all I'm so much happier then I was this past week and the month before that. I really feel like with time I might be able to find some of the things I'm seeking. Life can really being exciting and it's the thrill of what lies around the corner that keeps me living with this passion. I know things will take time. I just think with patience God has something planed for me and though I have no clue what it is it's enthrolling. Just to have something to live for is really cool. I'm very greatful for everything I have recieved and everything he has taught me. So peace out to all and goodnight,
~Brian
~Brian