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[selfriot]

At night I think a lot, often times I get in very negative moods about life and how pointless our daily routine is. This is a complete opposite of how I feel during the day, I am upbeat and really excited to meet new people. I have a love/hate relationship with the night, I often feel like... what I would think it would feel like to be on drugs. But it's not a euphoric feeling, it's the complete opposite. I get pissed, agravated and turn into a misanthrope. With this, I am not suicidal, dont get me wrong. I just tend to be rather bitter towards things.

I'm not looking for replies of support or feedback, so dont bother.