if he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let go . . .
Sometimes in life..
You just have to SMILE,
Pretend that everything's OKAY,
Hold back the TEARS,
And just WALK AWAY . . .
And that's what I plan to do.
Not because I WANT to..
But because I HAVE to.
You see, when I said that if by July 14, 2008- Justin is still missing, that I WOULD move on..
I MEANT IT.
And TODAY marks that day.
Although, I do take back what ( Read more... )
You just have to SMILE,
Pretend that everything's OKAY,
Hold back the TEARS,
And just WALK AWAY . . .
And that's what I plan to do.
Not because I WANT to..
But because I HAVE to.
You see, when I said that if by July 14, 2008- Justin is still missing, that I WOULD move on..
I MEANT IT.
And TODAY marks that day.
Although, I do take back what ( Read more... )
seriously, when i read this for the first time and saw the thing about justin&yuu-kun in the backseat i was like * shit, i really do have to let go-- even the imaginary ones. *
so much for it being non cry worthy eh?
don't worry sis, i don't care what ANYONE thinks.
they can call me crazy and they should consider themselves lucky enough to NOT understand how i feel, coz i doubt they can handle it.
I'M BARELY handling it.
yup-- you know me TOO WELL.
but you're wrong about the "not feeling half of them yet"..
coz i don't feel ANYTHING that i said.
i just figured that if i say it over and over again,
that if i convince the world that i am feeling this way,
that maybe my heart, my mind will follow suit- and believe in it.
but thank you for being proud.. and thank you for being there.
i do know that it's pretty hard on you too..
after all, you guys we're pretty close too. so you can grieve with me =)
coz you're right. it was something beautiful..
and i do wish i could have it back..
but i'll leave it to God if he thinks it's right =)
PLEASE, no 'SIC'-ing!
my goodness.
my heart and my brain is still on holidays..
LOVEYOU!xx
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