fucking bullshit

[selfhater17]

I don't feel anything anymore. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm just sick of everything. Nothing is getting better. Nothing has changed. The world sucks and I hate everyone. I hate how I'll get called selfish if I kill myself even though I think it's selfish that I have to pretend to live so that everyone else can pretend they care. I'm

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[oneofhearts]

I can't tell you that I know what it feels like, because I know I've never gone through even fraction of all the crap you have, and to be honest I can't even comprehend what it must be like. I won't tell you that it'll all be okay, because you don't want to hear that. I will say that it is possible though. I won't quote a whole bunch of Bible verses at you and tell you God loves you, because I know that all of the hypocritical self-righteous assholes claiming to be Christians have probably made it so you don't even want to hear about that stuff. I want to tell you that I'm your friend and I'm there for you but they're just words being sent across the Internet, and I don't know how I could back it up or prove it.

I want to help you though. Again, just words typed on a computer, I don't know what I can do to back them up. I don't know what I can do to help you. But I do care about you. I don't know how to prove that either, all I've ever done for you is try to post encouraging comments.

I know your life sucks, and if there's anyone in the whole world who has a right to complain it's you. But I also know that you can be fixed, it will be hard, but you can do it, you're a fighter, and as I've said I admire your strength.

Jodie, it's up to you to believe what I'm saying or not, but I consider you a friend, and I care about you, and if there's anything I can do to help you, please let me know.

I believe in you. You're a talented artist and a very strong person, your life is worth very much, even if you aren't enjoying it. As I said, I can't imagine how hard it must be for you to go through all this, but I still believe that you can do it. I've heard so many stories of people fixing their lives after all sorts of things, and I know that you're at least as strong as any of them.

I know, without a doubt, That you can change. that might not mean anything to you, but it is still true. Gandhi once said, "You must be the change you hope to see."

Sorry for ranting at you.

I love ya friend, I'm here if you need me.
As I said before, you're free to believe me or not, but it's still true.