Fish heads

Aug 13, 2005 19:44

yeah....it's over now. But I can see somehow.....
Today I decided to end my futile relastionship with ana. There really wasn't much of a point staying with her, knowing that it was going to end eventually. But however, I think I feel exactually as bad as I would around when December would come along. But what done is done. I'm just so glad that it's over, even though I'm not glad that I'm single again. But like all great things, it soon will have to part. But besides that i knew that it would come, I had to break it off sooner than i expected. I was just crushing hard for someone else and I felt that it was wrong to be with someone, but liking someone else, regardless of the fact that I won't be dating her.(hmm... I think that was like three sentences in one) But either way, yeah, I guess i was the bad guy this time. Oh well, shit happens.

God, I feel like a silly highschool girl...blah

Oh yeah, i feel into a cactus today to make things worse. I pray that none of you ever will go through something like this. Well, Eric, I know you had. Yeah I now know how you felt.
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