I've made Malano "Uncomfortable"
I love my friends, each and every one of them. But do they love me? Really as they say they do. Just because of club politics and the need to be "Cunt Fish Pussy Tea" Everyone has just gone bitchy. I could pick so many people apart, but I won't because it could just be me being in a bitchy mood. I think it really comes down to respecting the hags again. I'm an alien in my own home, why? Because I sleep with boys. Yes a girl sleeping with boys...STRAIGHT!! RUN YOU COULD CATCH IT!!! I'm not on the same level as my peers because I'm the straight one. Well I can understand that, at the club. I can understand that, at Pride. I can understand that, while attending any sort of gay function. But in my own home. Let me be who I am and not have to worry about how "straight" I'm being. Am I the only one who feels less like a woman and more like a bull dyke when drag queens are around? Do they not make women feel inferior to their own sex? I always feel dressed down or not pretty enough. That's fine. When I'm in your zone. You're in my zone. Don't come in my house and down talk about my best friend...don't do it anywhere. But what makes you think that you can come in my house, break my stuff and shit talk about the one person in the world that I trully give a shit about! Okay I shouldn't have said that much. I do really trully give a shit about a lot of people. I just don't feel that same love when people think that they can disrespect me like that. It was only one comment out of one mouth. But it really got to me. Everything that is going on in my life right now and one comment just set it off. If you don't believe what I just said fine. I'm glad you said something, but not if you're a big pot and calling my kettl'ie self black. I just wish people were nicer. WE NEED SOME LOVE!!! Or maybe I just need to leave the club.