Jun 09, 2005 18:07
Thanks all of you who took the time to comment on my last entry but I am not sure I made what my problem is quite clear.
My problem is not girls, I have always had girl trouble ever since I can remember. My true problem is Me. I have so many problems that I am battling internally that I can hardly stand to be by myself anymore. I am battling the fact that I think my morals and beliefs are taking me absolutely nowhere. And being the person that I am I cannot live with that. I am having trouble discovering the person I want to be. And I don't like it. I need someone I can confide in to be there night and day with me. And someone I can be there for that can confide in me. I have plenty of friends that will be there when I need them but it a little strange to ask your best friends to lay with you at night, I don't know about everyone else but that takes the idea of friendship to a whole different level that I am not willing to take. But seriously I do have girl problems and I realize that "girls come in all shapes and sizes of trouble" but that is the least of my worries. Thanks for all your advice and I thank you for caring enough to try but these are problems that I am not looking for answers to, I am just venting. I don't know if there are answers to these questions but if there are I will find them on my own. Hopefully...
Thanks again, Rock on everyone...
Selacroy