stuck in a rut
going back in time... November.
shit happens and then you die.
it's always hard to realize what gets left behind.. to look back and see the only thing you wanted is lost.. and is still missing even though sometimes you feel like you are on the right track but then u end up getting lost again. and u run into traps that lead u into the wrong direction but then u find ur way back to the path of life and u keep on trekking but now youre tied.. which way to go then u look back and remember where you come from and why you started the journey in the first place.
weird.. i remember exactly a year ago, and specifically a certain conversation that changed my life
I've been scarred for life, it really sucks
so emotionally tied to something that i shouldnt be.. i need to move on but its impossible. I'm afraid of change.
But im excited to see what next year has in store for me.. maybe i will find the rest of the way on this path.. im stuck in mud, calling for help.. and only one person can help me.. im not ready to admit that to them yet.. or anyone
i feel stupid.
but.. yet again shit happens.. then you die.
shit happens and then you die.
it's always hard to realize what gets left behind.. to look back and see the only thing you wanted is lost.. and is still missing even though sometimes you feel like you are on the right track but then u end up getting lost again. and u run into traps that lead u into the wrong direction but then u find ur way back to the path of life and u keep on trekking but now youre tied.. which way to go then u look back and remember where you come from and why you started the journey in the first place.
weird.. i remember exactly a year ago, and specifically a certain conversation that changed my life
I've been scarred for life, it really sucks
so emotionally tied to something that i shouldnt be.. i need to move on but its impossible. I'm afraid of change.
But im excited to see what next year has in store for me.. maybe i will find the rest of the way on this path.. im stuck in mud, calling for help.. and only one person can help me.. im not ready to admit that to them yet.. or anyone
i feel stupid.
but.. yet again shit happens.. then you die.