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So...toDay i was tiired n mad most the day
Yesterdayy-- roy came over.. i thought thinqsz would get better... they just qot worse.. well its not the same anymore.. NOTHING is the same. we ALWAYS ahve attitude towards eachother and its getitn on our last nerves!! i don`t kno wut to do anymore.. but anyways yeah..everything was fine and we went to sleep for a lil bit then we went to target the mcdonalds and then to my grammas..then came back n left at like 7:3o.. things were perfectly fine..Then later on.. he comes at me witta bunch of BS sayin sum.. so i heard ur on the phone wit jarred all the time.. and all this other shit.. and it started this big ol argument.. im really gettin tired of arguing. but yeah.. we BOTH are. idk. hes mostly mad over the whole me likin 'him'..idk.. i thought he had broke up with me too but he claims he didnt when i swear it sounded like he did. alot of other stuff was said but im jus not gon put that out.. so thats why i didnt have a qo0d day today.. from all last nite.. n he was all fine wit it.. already. im still not. im still mad. im tired of goin thru this for no reason.. when everything all fine the next day and he says he jus needed to get it all out.. n im sure theres more.. im just waiting. idk..
anyways.. im supposed to qet my hair hiqhlighted today then i miqht qo to the movies/mall tOniite wit sum friendszz//cusents. if not ... then im not sure yet. i hope my hair looks cute.. if it don`t then shit.. ima have to dye that mug again.. fuck!.. anyways
this weekend i have to go to that retreat thinq.. its not even qonna be for a while day so.. chea, idk.then we don`t qot school monday so i qotta figure out wuts qoin on when i qet home sunday n wuts qoin on , on monday..so0o if u wanna chill.. ushould kno how to contact me.
roys qoin to homecominq now.. just not with me tho. for some reasons... so he must be qoin for sum other reason now. idk..wutsz everybodii doin afterwards??
anywaysz... uhm yeah.. I`ll try n updat later if i feel like it
ii Luh yU
*`' Drea