Finally gonna do it
So... I'm going to try my very best this time. I'm going to tell a girl that I like her.
I need to get something straight. There are a lot of people that I know that I haven't come out to yet. Not because I don't want to, just because there's a lot of you and it's hard to keep track of who I've told, thought something Tay said today made it rather obvious that I hadn't told her yet. I'm not lesbien; I'm trans. Biiig difference. If you need an explanation, just ask.
Anyways, I've liked this girl for a long time. I've always been embarrassed by it. I'm stuck in that child mentality of "so-and-so and whats-her-face sitting in a tree/ k-i-s-s-i-n-g." There's also the fact that I know that she hasn't been completely comfortable with me "being a girl". But I think, finally, she doesn't see me as a girl. She doesn't see me as something in between. I think she finally sees my as a guy. And that's part of the reason I think it's a good time to tell her.
On Thursday we have a class at the local college together. I was planning on telling her then. I was going to tell her before school ended this year, but I chickened out. Let's hope I don't do that again. I don't think she'd want to go out with me or anything (I don't think I'm even interested in dating yet, suprisingly); I just think she has the right to know.
I need to get something straight. There are a lot of people that I know that I haven't come out to yet. Not because I don't want to, just because there's a lot of you and it's hard to keep track of who I've told, thought something Tay said today made it rather obvious that I hadn't told her yet. I'm not lesbien; I'm trans. Biiig difference. If you need an explanation, just ask.
Anyways, I've liked this girl for a long time. I've always been embarrassed by it. I'm stuck in that child mentality of "so-and-so and whats-her-face sitting in a tree/ k-i-s-s-i-n-g." There's also the fact that I know that she hasn't been completely comfortable with me "being a girl". But I think, finally, she doesn't see me as a girl. She doesn't see me as something in between. I think she finally sees my as a guy. And that's part of the reason I think it's a good time to tell her.
On Thursday we have a class at the local college together. I was planning on telling her then. I was going to tell her before school ended this year, but I chickened out. Let's hope I don't do that again. I don't think she'd want to go out with me or anything (I don't think I'm even interested in dating yet, suprisingly); I just think she has the right to know.