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There is something WRONG with me. Seriazly. How did I manage to wind myself up into a storm of paranoia and worry about my scholarship? HOW? I mean, NOTHING HAPPENED to trigger this. NOTHING.
I just can't seem to relax about it until I'm holding the actual offer letter in my hands. Some awful, deep-seated, writhing sliver of worry in my gut is telling me I didn't actually secure it yet, that I haven't actually gone through the "shortlisting" procedure and that my future education is OMFG!DED for that.
No news should be good news, right? Gonna keep telling myself that.
Christ, first it was NUS, now it's this. I'm willing to bet I'll STILL find something else to worry about if I ever actually get to Singapore.
Played Suikoden 5 during the time my modem died (although I've been MIA from LJ for so long, I doubt anyone realised XD) to get my mind off things, and loving all of it so far. Voice-acting's great, plot's lovely, potentially disturbing relationship aspect down pat, and my main character looks gender-bending enough for a million het/yaoi fics to spawn. w00t!
[EDIT] I love random Internet pictures. They're so... random.
Pissed-off furballs are love.
I just can't seem to relax about it until I'm holding the actual offer letter in my hands. Some awful, deep-seated, writhing sliver of worry in my gut is telling me I didn't actually secure it yet, that I haven't actually gone through the "shortlisting" procedure and that my future education is OMFG!DED for that.
No news should be good news, right? Gonna keep telling myself that.
Christ, first it was NUS, now it's this. I'm willing to bet I'll STILL find something else to worry about if I ever actually get to Singapore.
Played Suikoden 5 during the time my modem died (although I've been MIA from LJ for so long, I doubt anyone realised XD) to get my mind off things, and loving all of it so far. Voice-acting's great, plot's lovely, potentially disturbing relationship aspect down pat, and my main character looks gender-bending enough for a million het/yaoi fics to spawn. w00t!
[EDIT] I love random Internet pictures. They're so... random.
Pissed-off furballs are love.