Zetsuboushitaaaaa
For the first time in a while, I'm terrified of an exam.
It's not... It shouldn't even be a big deal. This much of a deal, at least. I've faced worse subjects before. Math, for one. The bane of my college life.
But no matter how much I listened during the lectures, took down notes, rewrote my notes and singled out the important formulae, I still feel like I'm going into this completely blind. I can barely understand half of my notes and it doesn't really help that the subject is reputed for its relative difficulty and the (brilliant) professor is kind of known for his difficult exams.
There's no other alternative but to pinch my nose and dive in, I suppose. Still doesn't stop the horror. I feel like Idoko peering down into the well.
Aaaaaa I shouldn't even be here but I keep feeling that no matter how many times I go through my notes, nothing else is going to stick.
Ah, well. What'll come will come. Here's hoping that tomorrow will be a great day no matter what happens. Worst case scenario, I'll just have to make it up with the other requirements. Here I go~ SEI!
~ Seiko-chan
P.S. Thank you, psychedelic_aya, you sweetheart, you. ;A;
P.P.S. FAREWELL, TEENAGE-DOM. I hardly knew ye.
It's not... It shouldn't even be a big deal. This much of a deal, at least. I've faced worse subjects before. Math, for one. The bane of my college life.
But no matter how much I listened during the lectures, took down notes, rewrote my notes and singled out the important formulae, I still feel like I'm going into this completely blind. I can barely understand half of my notes and it doesn't really help that the subject is reputed for its relative difficulty and the (brilliant) professor is kind of known for his difficult exams.
There's no other alternative but to pinch my nose and dive in, I suppose. Still doesn't stop the horror. I feel like Idoko peering down into the well.
Aaaaaa I shouldn't even be here but I keep feeling that no matter how many times I go through my notes, nothing else is going to stick.
Ah, well. What'll come will come. Here's hoping that tomorrow will be a great day no matter what happens. Worst case scenario, I'll just have to make it up with the other requirements. Here I go~ SEI!
~ Seiko-chan
P.S. Thank you, psychedelic_aya, you sweetheart, you. ;A;
P.P.S. FAREWELL, TEENAGE-DOM. I hardly knew ye.