May 20, 2004 01:47
Yup. Another day another dollar. Nothing too eventful happened today. Work didn't suck too badly. I realize I've been oozing venom lately...and I half apologize. I've been trying to stay positive, but I still hate my boss. I just can't de-stress. I don't know...I'm getting better about doing that. I've been hanging out with my baby every day. That's cool. Nothing new...but that's cool. I like hanging out with her. I should really go visit my best buddy soon. I haven't been hanging out with him for months, but I guess I just have the ability to fall off of the face of the earth on a fairly regular basis. I should really find him and catch up and stuff. I've been trying to write more and listen to more Smashing Pumpkins. It, once again, is therapeutic and helps calm frantic a** down. See...it works...I'm not freaked out like usual. Getting married in like a month...still not freakin out. Just takin it easy....chillin...not worrying about things. I'm very comfortable with my baby and I love and need her like the desert needs the rain. She balances me. Yes. One more thing before I go. I actually hurt myself at play rehearsal. Yes you read correctly. I hurt myself at freakin play practice. I had decided on doing something different instead doing what I usually do during one part of the practice. Well....someone else decided to do something different too. She yanked me by the hand and sent me flying into everyone else....which is fine. The only problem is that my ankle hit the floor....as in...my foot bent(correct grammar?) so far that my ankle touched the floor. Not fun. I soldiered on and played it off. I'm not hating on her at all. Hey things happen. It's cool. Oh well...that's it. Peace and blessed be.