Well well... its been a while since I've posted here, no? Seems like i usually only post here late at night (or morning) and when I'm contemplating life, or being bothered by it ( Read more... )

I feel like growing up, grown ups prepare you for most things, except for life. Like really, life. And what I mean by that, is life after high school, after college. If not college, then i think it starts even sooner. You get so used to being determined on these short term goals in the whole scheme of things, even though they seem so long. Then you ( Read more... )

"I think what scares me the most, is I haven't changed."

One of the hardest things to do, is clean out your room. And I don't mean one's current room, I mean something that should have been done 10 years ago. You think, "hey, it's time to get rid of all this shit." What you don't realize, is you come across all the stuff you saved in the first place. Stuff you don't need, but now because you found it, ( Read more... )

What a relief. After 18 straight days of work, I have had 2 (and 1 more coming) days off. I went backpacking with Ross, which is the first time we had seen each other and talked since school was done, other than some stray text messages. It was quite enjoyable, especially catching up on life, etc. There is just something about backpacking too, ( Read more... )

I've decided today that I need help. I have no direction right now, which is really sad. There are a million things I would love to do, and I'm not doing any of them. So if anyone who reads this, if you could please help me pick something and go forward with it, or at least make me choose, I would really appreciate it. Thank you

I’m looking forward to this week for a couple of reasons. First, vacation is just plain fun and different from real life. I’m hoping I will just act how I’d like and be more like how I want to really be and just have fun. Second I love road trips, and how I grow on them. They are great for reflection and personal growth. My favorite part usually is ( Read more... )

I'm pissed. Apparently my dad put bleach in the cabinet above the washer, and well the bottle leaked on to my clothes/into the washer, so not my nice dress clothes have brown spots on them. I finally had dress clothes that fit nice and I wanted to dress up in vegas but oh well. Not happy.

I'm freaking excited for Vegas. I haven't had a weeklong vacation in...a long time. On top of that, it's with different people I'm normally with on trips, which I think will be fun. I'm hoping we make the most of it and live it up and basically just have a blast with no regrets. Because after i get back I will probably be sad about being stuck in ( Read more... )

I got a call for a 2nd interview for that restaurant job. My question now is, should I go for it? I have a planned week vacation in a couple weeks, and I dunno how that would effect things, and also now that I'm thinking about it I dunno how that would affect becoming supervisor, or if I maybe wanted to try to move back to Chico. I dunno. Someone ( Read more... )