Friday, I'm in love

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Do you ever feel like you are just plugging along? Just going because you think you should? Not because you want to, or you can see the good in it? My life has felt like that lately. School seem so long, and I have so much more to go. I'm trying to be healthy and lose weight, but the siren call of fried foods with cheese is more fun to listen to than that wedding dress in the closet that's mocking me. (But, I've lost 21ish lbs and have about that much left to go. I'm doing good. It's just daunting). And that's it, in the end, my school, my weightloss, James' transfer. It all seems so big and out of control, and way too much to handle. So I feel like I just have my head down, putting one foot in front of the other, and am just going. Not really enjoying. Perhaps time in the mountains will cure this, or maybe I need to broaden my network so I have external stimulation aside from Cougar Town and Psych on Hulu.

Or maybe I need to stop complaining about my "flawed" life and realize, I've got it good, kid.