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i probably live in one of the worst neighborhoods ever to try and excercise in. everyone outside durring the day is a middle age pervy hispanic man who cant manage to not goggle at anything with a vagina walking by. i cant do it i miss NJ when i could walk for an hour without running into a single soul and i was surrounded by grass. i miss grass. i cant stay the way i am. ive been all depessed and when im not working stay home and eat all day. i miss being 110lbs. i cant believe i thought i was fat then, although it was mostly due to the awesome dood i was dating that said "i like thick chicks i guess..." in regards to me.
on a different note i kind of have an awesome job most of the parsons fashion dept would have killed to get. im assisting this designer. shes starting to do really well for herself and im pretty psyched to be able to work with her and learn a lot. i cant wait to pick her brain and learn how it all works. plus the free clothes dont hurt either. i got the cutest top the other day.
im going to florida with jason in oct for his cousins wedding. im a little nervouse to meet the whole fam i hope they dont hate me.
i feel clingy and needy and i hate being that girl.
BLAAAAAAAH
on a different note i kind of have an awesome job most of the parsons fashion dept would have killed to get. im assisting this designer. shes starting to do really well for herself and im pretty psyched to be able to work with her and learn a lot. i cant wait to pick her brain and learn how it all works. plus the free clothes dont hurt either. i got the cutest top the other day.
im going to florida with jason in oct for his cousins wedding. im a little nervouse to meet the whole fam i hope they dont hate me.
i feel clingy and needy and i hate being that girl.
BLAAAAAAAH