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I'm so concerned with tomorrow that it's getting hard to focus on
ok so Fuddy Duddy Ms McGillicuddy has gotten herself into quite a pickle and feels as though there's no right way out.
Tryouts were today. I miss it. I love red and gold so much. i love kickline so much! It's my senior year and I want to do red and gold so badly. (ignore the fact that my mother is cunt-like sometimes, she'll get over it).... but the problem is- red and gold means bye bye christmas break. no christmas break means it's some what impossible to get a job. not getting a job means not getting money and not getting money means owing my parents the money for the speeding ticket, which was quite a pricey one.
No winter break also means no winter break with the new boy. and i really like this new boy. like
alot
and things are going really really really well. and being able to spend those 2 weeks in december with him would be so amazing.
so then there's the pros and the cons.
Red and Gold-
pros: I love kickline. I love Gold. I love (most of) the people on the team. It's fun. It's another year for my extra curriculars because HI COLLEGE HOW ARE YOU. it's senior year. i drive. whole different experience.
cons: Time consuming. No life for 2 months. Pain. I NEED A JOB. don't get to see lover boy as much. don't get to do as much con mis amigas.
I'm tired. I'm sick. I'm getting a head ache.
This shit is giving me a head ache.
I really like this boy. Like alot alot. Like boyfriend material. And I know I said that about Mike, but this time- HE'S the one talking about a relationship and it makes me happy and gives me butterflies. And I smile when I think about him or when I talk to him.
I'm gunna go take a nap..... then to all my homework for the next tonight because tomorrow night's the Islander game and I have a date with a very nice friend of mine.... booze.
ps HELP ME PLEASE! let me know what you guys think i should do