disconnected
As of late, I find myself feeling a lil detached. Maybe that's not the right word. I guess ignored would be it. And the trouble is, I don't know why. A couple weeks ago, I had everybody at my fingertips; guys, friends, family. Mostly guys I'm talking about. And now as I sit here & try to communicate with them, they don't respond. Tony was practically knocking my door down to get in my pants & now he doesn't even call or text me anymore. I'm thinking he got some when he was in Vegas & Chicago. I'm all,"Let's hang out." And he's all, "I'm busy". Whereas before, he'd drop anything or anybody to hang out with me because he wanted my attention. Ken I kinda gave up hope on a long time ago. No, no, not Carol's Ken. My Ken. Steve & I have a possible date on Sunday, but I'd rather go out wih Keith who will be in the area. I can always reschedule Steve. He's local. But Keith is hailing from Pennsylvania & will be in Plainfield for the weekend. So we're going to lunch on Sunday afternoon. Aaron doesn't seem interested anymore. But that's fine because he's all the way up in Buffalo & Lord knows I'm not doing that kinda distance again. Malik is out of the picture & so is Sharif (haven't heard from him in a week or two, so I'm assuming he lost interest too?). Bennie is getting the idea that I'mnot really interested. At least I think he is. He sems to be backing off. Haven't heard from hector in a LONG time & that's a good thing. Too old, too chubby & too horny. Well, that's it for now, I'll probably end up posting a part two later.