Apr 18, 2005 12:37
My confession:
you're right! I lied! I made it up! I started this whole master plan a year ago, when i decided to pretend drew and i had had sex. Then, to create a log, i started a xanga (sweetcatastrophe42) to detail the encounter and my fake anxieties over it. Then, i manipulated my friends, drew's friends, all of us people who care about him, into believing it was true as well. They were either that dumb, that gullible, or just that malicious. I think i'll say we were malicious, together, that we hated this poor, victimized honorable man so much that we set out to ruin his life. I even went so far as to get pregnant, in a time when i was so depressed and anti-social my friends barely saw me, by an unnamed man, days before (or after) i came to idaho. I then manipulated another girl into believing my lie and making up a few of her own. We thought it would be funny. Then, when my word wasn't trusted, i faked dozens of e-mails and IM conversations- going so far as to change the dates to make them look old, and even to make them look like they came from his address. I don't know how i did this, but if he says i am lying, it must be so. Because Brutus is an honorable man.
the world is flat.
sleep well.