to any one else:

Apr 17, 2005 15:11

i know you have no reason to believe me. Im an outsider, and even if you accept what i say now is true it still means ive lied to you in the past.

im sorry for the disruption i have caused. This situation has consumed my entire life, since it started.

im willing to admit to all kinds of wrongdoing here, but i swear to you on everything and every one that i hold dear, that i am telling the truth. I will drive to nampa, tell it to your faces, i will take a polygraph, i will do whatever you want me to do to prove it to you.

my friends here will back me up. so can my little sister.

i know, that all means very very little to you.

i know the lack of any kind of evidence makes this hard to accept.

why would i do this now?

because i found out there was another girl. that i'd been lied to, as well. I felt andrea needed to know what she was dealing with.

and also because i was angry. when i heard he'd told one of you about my abortion, and how he'd paid for it. he left off, of course, that it was his baby.

i have nothing else to offer you, except my sincerest apologies.

PS

i dont know if this helps my case to you at all, but haven't i mentioned every single guy i've been with all year? doesnt it seem strange you to you that i could have gotten pregnant without even mentioning i was seeing some one? or that after I had the abortion i was so desperate to see drew again?

guys, look... i know i've helped him cover his tracks and lied to many of you to protect us both.. but i was lied to as well..
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