I JUST REALLY NEED TO VENT RIGHT NOW.

[seekin4therapy]

 SORRY ABOUT THIS, BUT I JUST REALLY NEED TO VENT. I'm sick and tired of underclassmen (or first year marchers) arguing with me when I'm right. I'M SICK OF IT! It pisses me off, because I've been marching for 3 years, so I think I know what I'm talking about, but NOOOOOO, apparently they know everything about everything to do with EVERYTHING! And there's this one girl in particular, ooooohhhh she just makes me so mad! Yesterday, we were playing through our music, and our director had us hold out the first note in one of our measures. We, the flutes, played a C. And yet, all four people to the right of me (including her) were playing a B flat. She turned to the rest of us on the left side and said "You guys, it's a B flat." And I said, "No, it's not." She was like, "Who said that? Was it you?" And I was like "Yeah." She goes "It's a B flat." And I said, again, "No, it's not, it's a C." "We're playing a B flat." "No, it's a C." "Whatever, I'm not going to argue about it." I was like "Then stop arguing about it and learn your music!" I mean seriously, we've had this music for like 3 months, she should know it by now! And then during a break, I can hear her playing through the music, and as soon as she realizes she's wrong, you know what she does??? She turns to everyone else and says, "Hey guys, it's a C." like she was right the entire time. WTF IS HER PROBLEM??? And we have the same argument EVERY SINGLE DAY. "This is my spot, you guys." "No it's not, your spot is over there." "No, we're on the 20, this is my spot." "No, we're on the 40, you're spot is over there." ".......Hey guys, we're on the 20! This is my spot!" NOBODY F-ING CARES ABOUT YOUR STUPID SPOT! WE'RE TRYING TO FIND OURS, WE'RE NOT WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! It just pisses me off. I try to be nice to her, I really do, and I've only made her cry once (and it was last year, and she totally deserved what I said to her coz I wasn't even being that mean), but I've had it up to HERE with her attitude. I'm a senior now, so no more mister nice guy. *sigh* Again, sorry about souding like a bitch, but honestly, I am one sometimes, and I acknowledge this fact. I try to be nice, but I can only take so much stupid before I snap.

Anyways, *HUGS* to my f-list!!! You're all awesome! :)

P.S. If anyone wants to see a video of my school marching, let me know, coz it's pretty freaking awesome! (well, in my mind ^^)