Jan 09, 2009 20:09
Sad. Lonely. In pain. Being robbed of the "best time of life." Discouraged. Unhappy.
A decision has to be made, and soon. It'll change my life forever. Either choice isn't favorable.
No one can make the decision but myself, and possibly with the help of one other person. But it does not change how difficult it will be. I thought I had more time than I did, but things are progressing faster than I expected. I thought I'd at least be able to finish school. Now this is in question. Yet nothing is more important to me than earning my degree.
Save for the death of my brother, I have never been more confused and upset in my whole life. I don't want pity, I just want help.