"Too bad the things that make you mad are my favorite things!"
I haven't updated in a while, so I decided it'd probably a good time to lol. Well...it's been a loong few weeks...a few ups...too many downs. I've let way too much build at once...I guess my idea to work on my own problems and let everyone else deal with their own didn't exactly work. Let's just say March Madness set off EVERYTHING...if you think you've seen me pissed, that was nothing...I was holding back more than I ever have. I really just wanna say thanks and I hate you to Emily L. for keeping me from kicking the shit out of Seth...because I didn't feel like getting suspended, but I wanted at least one shot lol. It's sad...I honestly wanted the 4 of us just to get together and talk this whole thing out...it's a fuckin grudge...I normally don't hold them. But after what happened...I'm pissed. The only way I wanna end this now is to put his fuckin head through a brick wall. I gotta give him credit though...at least he has the fuckin balls to talk about my girlfriend to my face...it's pathetic that he can't say it to her though. He's fuckin stupid...I'm stronger, faster, and blow up as bad, if not worse than her...yet he says shit about her to me. If you don't believe me...my friend's can prove this...I'm the LAST person you wanna piss off. oh, and by the way, if you and your whore are gonna talk shit...at least make sure it's true first.
On another note...a few of my friends are annoying the hell out of me! Jokes are one thing...I mess around with people all the time...but when you take a joke seriously, and then start shit about it...that's fuckin immature. I hear it all the time...my friend's saying I'm a pussy, weak, conceited, stuck-up, and a hell of alot more, and then tell my girlfriend not to tell me cause I'll get "mad". Are you fuckin retarded? no kiddin she's gonna tell me!! and it doesn't get me mad...I get PISSED! I could see if those were all jokes...I'd laugh at them...but when you're serious it's called backstabbin you fuckin bastards...what's even worse is you can't say it to my face...
It's funny how so many people take so much time just to talk shit about me...and I find it all out...they just don't know I do. The funniest part is that when I find out, it's the farthest from the truth it can possibly be. That's the part that pisses me off...that people need to make shit up just to make themselves look better...It's more pathetic than anythin else.
Ok...well top off everything I just said with how stressed out I've been because of school, work, and the shit I've been going through with my family, and you see why I haven't quite been myself lately. Truthfully, I don't fuckin care what anyone thinks...I'll get over this when I do...quit trying to change me to what you want me to be. Get used to this for now and deal with your own fuckin problems instead of trying to help me. You may think you're helping...but it just makes things alot worse.
On another note...a few of my friends are annoying the hell out of me! Jokes are one thing...I mess around with people all the time...but when you take a joke seriously, and then start shit about it...that's fuckin immature. I hear it all the time...my friend's saying I'm a pussy, weak, conceited, stuck-up, and a hell of alot more, and then tell my girlfriend not to tell me cause I'll get "mad". Are you fuckin retarded? no kiddin she's gonna tell me!! and it doesn't get me mad...I get PISSED! I could see if those were all jokes...I'd laugh at them...but when you're serious it's called backstabbin you fuckin bastards...what's even worse is you can't say it to my face...
It's funny how so many people take so much time just to talk shit about me...and I find it all out...they just don't know I do. The funniest part is that when I find out, it's the farthest from the truth it can possibly be. That's the part that pisses me off...that people need to make shit up just to make themselves look better...It's more pathetic than anythin else.
Ok...well top off everything I just said with how stressed out I've been because of school, work, and the shit I've been going through with my family, and you see why I haven't quite been myself lately. Truthfully, I don't fuckin care what anyone thinks...I'll get over this when I do...quit trying to change me to what you want me to be. Get used to this for now and deal with your own fuckin problems instead of trying to help me. You may think you're helping...but it just makes things alot worse.