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things i learned this week:
its hard to experience trauma without being on medication or in therapy.
its proven i roll better joints than my dad.
hiding in my house is not a solution to my problems.
some movers are sexy.
its ok to call kirby at 3 am boston time to just cry.
theres really not more to say after i love you to show how much you care.
24th street is becoming hip. aka they have a shoe biz now.
i will leave this city without any attachments this time around.
i cant leave the apartment without seeing someone i know. and i hate it.
im a mess.
in art school theres a freshmen negative fifteen.
winter break has its own freshmen fifteen.
ive done horrible things and i miss them.
i wish i still lived life like i was dying tomorrow.
i should have seen my therapist while i was here.
its good to know at least one person who will sleep with you.
end.
sf moma tomorrow maybe?
i have to come back to get shit down sometime. dental xrays. ortho.
tomorrow im going only to respond in conversational grunts.
i wonder how long it can last.
and if i want to smoke a goddamn cigarette. dont fuck with me. ok. not now.
its hard to experience trauma without being on medication or in therapy.
its proven i roll better joints than my dad.
hiding in my house is not a solution to my problems.
some movers are sexy.
its ok to call kirby at 3 am boston time to just cry.
theres really not more to say after i love you to show how much you care.
24th street is becoming hip. aka they have a shoe biz now.
i will leave this city without any attachments this time around.
i cant leave the apartment without seeing someone i know. and i hate it.
im a mess.
in art school theres a freshmen negative fifteen.
winter break has its own freshmen fifteen.
ive done horrible things and i miss them.
i wish i still lived life like i was dying tomorrow.
i should have seen my therapist while i was here.
its good to know at least one person who will sleep with you.
end.
sf moma tomorrow maybe?
i have to come back to get shit down sometime. dental xrays. ortho.
tomorrow im going only to respond in conversational grunts.
i wonder how long it can last.
and if i want to smoke a goddamn cigarette. dont fuck with me. ok. not now.