Jul 27, 2008 12:40
It’s Sunday morning and I’m awake before he is, as usual. That’ll change from tomorrow - he has a new job, a month-long trial. If it goes well then he’ll get a contract for 6 months to a year. Yay.
We spent yesterday watching movies and generally just being lazy, instead of being outside enjoying the sunshine. Today we’re going to see The Dark Knight. I haven’t been to the cinema in over a year. I guess nothing caught my interest enough until now.
Andi texts me every now and again to check how things are going with Ste. I used to reply because I’m polite, and we’d do small talk. But recently he’s been texting about once a week and I’ve started ignoring him because Ste thinks he’s still after me. He knows what went on with Andi last year because we tell each other everything, so naturally he hates him. Now I think it’s best to stop chatting to Andi, because it’s not like he’s a friend, he’s just seeing if I still have a boyfriend and it’s kind of annoying. Ste means so much to me and I don’t want to make him feel weird about stuff. I told Andi this last night and he just said that was fair enough. So that’s that.
The first nine months of last year were not really a good time for me. I’d failed university, lost quite a few friends, made mistakes with boys, and was feeling pretty lost and alone. And then I met Steven and straight away he made me feel happy and better about myself. We met right when both of us were thinking we’d never find the right person. He’s the nicest, most decent guy I’ve ever known. It took me 21 years to find one I could love. Our relationship hasn’t always gone smoothly, we’ve been through quite a lot. But it’s always worth it.
Hmm. And now I’m feeling soppy so I’ll just stop writing and snuggle up with him until he wakes up.
I hope you’ve all had a good weekend :)
life,
andi,
steven,
relationships