trying to move on
I haven't posted in a couple weeks. nothin to really keep updated on other than I'm sad. there's no point in reminding myself of that.
Jamie has been real nice, but he doesn't call me so i don' tknow what that means. Maybe he's just being cautious because i warned him about my feelings for matt. I guess i don't blame him, but i hope he calls me.
Supposedly Matts getting married, when and where i don't know. fuck him. fucker. he cheated on me for two god damn months and his mom knew. fuck her. fuck him. fuck it. i hate that. i dind't do anything to deserve that. I may have done some shit, but nothing that desereved that type of punishment. oh well. go figure welcome to the story of my life.
Jamie has been real nice, but he doesn't call me so i don' tknow what that means. Maybe he's just being cautious because i warned him about my feelings for matt. I guess i don't blame him, but i hope he calls me.
Supposedly Matts getting married, when and where i don't know. fuck him. fucker. he cheated on me for two god damn months and his mom knew. fuck her. fuck him. fuck it. i hate that. i dind't do anything to deserve that. I may have done some shit, but nothing that desereved that type of punishment. oh well. go figure welcome to the story of my life.