Nov 02, 2005 22:06
simply missing him.
i was in denial but it hit me tonight
that he's gone
i saw his mom last night
for the first time
since the breakup
and my heart about pounded out
of my chest
nervous for seeing him
and i wonder how i'll act
when he comes to get his things
*Tear
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I had thoughts of an old friend...yea...a friend...and there is a slight twinkle in his eye and i wonder if he has the same strange thoughts..."could it be possible"...we've been friends for so long...it would be weird....but wouldn't it seem perfect? i wanna talk to him...but odn't know how to approach him about it...i just want to chill a couple times...watch a movie...go with the flow and see what takes place and suchly...and if things were to happen...then...so be it...HE wouldn't hurt me...or would he?