does he kiss your eyelids in the morning?
i'm starting to think i'm carrying this lethal, contagious plague, or something. cause it seems like anything living that comes within 5 feet of me, runs away or avoids my name and everything about me. i think i'm a nuisance=\ i've realized the past few days, how much i actually like this person, but we're nowhere near each other. and even as he reads this, he won't think twice about my words. he probably won't even think enough of it, to realize it's him. i want someone to wake up with. i wish someone - okay - i wish he would give me a chance at decency. sweet dreams, nerd.<33