this ephemeral crush.
and then there was her. changing my presence in your thoughts. the heartbreaker reigns, with new words, never brought - to mind. it was always enough just to talk and hang up, but never the right kind to get those three words. smiles light up, as i lie through my eyes. tears of joy. for her. you want her. i could be just like her. everything and more. there i go, lying to myself again. crying tears of joy. need is not needed, for his heart is fixed. god damn his trusting heart. it's all been erased, and so it seems - only in dreams.